Tsunafwish

This is me, who I am.

2010-05-23T17:28:00.003+08:00

Omaigod.

I can't believe I'm actually blogging again.

I guess stress right now in poly is on such an epic scale that even Twitter isn't even enough for me to vent on XDDD BUT ANYHOO!

I'm supposed to be doing my critique for the stupid research article for an even stupider Nursing Research. Dammit, why can't this be a module in UNI where one can choose to become a RESEARCH NURSE and do all these stupid CRITIQUES ARGH LIKE WTF MAN. But at least I'm not like my dood friend from Film & Media Studies who has to do a Youth Olympic Games 2010 situational analysis crap thing in both English and FRENCH. He's totally tearing his hair out right now, poor guy.

Thank heavens I backed out from the Lentor Medics Training for YOG 2010. I've got enough on my platter as it already is and I have NO idea what possessed me to sign up and think that I was competent enough to handle everything.

*points middle finger at piano club*

The people in there are terrible. No I don't freakin' care if they can see these, oh wait they won't coz I'm too insignificant just coz I'm in Health Sciences, well HA BLOODY HA, you guys are mental, go die.

...

I'm not making any sense any more am I?

*slowly crawls back to MS Word and gazes with hopelessness at critique*

This is a sham ):

Sorry.

2010-01-20T19:04:00.002+08:00

This blog is DEAD.

The only reason I'm still keeping it is because I can. Don't ask why. I won't know how to answer. Besides, I still can be found here at Twitter.

However, I will screen whoever wants to follow me, so go get an account. It's easier than blogging IMO.

2009-11-22T14:17:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY BEST FRIENDS.

Heeeeeeeeeeeee, I'm so sorry Sae but this was the only picture I could find of you without seeming like a stalker XDDD

Sorry, these were the only pictures I could obtain from my HD ): The rest are all either in CD form or hardcopy photo form.

It's times like this when I really wish there was no such thing as graduation.

HAI GAIS I'M BACK~

2009-11-22T12:39:00.003+08:00

Okay I know I've been neglecting my blog for ~~some time~~ a very long time. And been MIA in the online world and everything (something that I moaned to gridchan a while ago) and I am so. so. sorry. Real life and all that crap finally caught up to me a few months back and I can't even bother to blog because now I have Twitter, I find that I don't really have anything to blog about as I can tweet on the fly. Unlike blog. Which I need to have time to sit down and arrange my thought process and finally, really have something to blog about, y'know? Welp, now I guess I've finally accumulated enough in my head so I can unload everything here...

Blargh.

First things first.

I really can't stand the fact that, no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to get away from him. Yes HIMMMM. THAT GUY. STOP PLAGUING MY THOUGHTS. It's like seeing yummy, delicious chocolate cake which I. Will. Never. OBTAIN. Gah. And it's not helping that he's in the same ward as my friends for this time's attachment at NUH and I'm like wondering why am I not in the same ward or even the same hospital? And it's not good cuz I know I'm not supposed to mix work and relationship together (as what a good senior of mine once told me) but it's just so ARGH. Y'know. The feeling of wanting to rid myself of sights and thoughts of him but at the same time not WANTING to and balslhrshghqwauhghhadgjhl D: D: And it's like I'm going around in fucking CIRCLES. Like, I'm repeating myself over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over. Not good, I repeat not fucking good for health, this is. Hurghhhhh.

And then there's my fucking literature review which doesn't even mean ACTUAL LITERATURE but instead, researching fucking nursing articles about infection control which is so BLOODY hard and I can't even find a piece that actually TELLS me how nurses practice infection control so I can even fucking compare methods and blargh. I KNEW I should've stuck with the topic effect of music on relieving pain and allaying anxiety but noooo I had to be a pushover and went on to fucking infection control.

Then it's like everything's piling up on me and I have 3 freakin' tests tomorrow i.e. Pharmaco, Listening & Speaking in Jap and NSL PRACTICAL TEST. Practical tests are no joke, fuck it. You think that when you're in secondary school and you're all "Gah, I wish I was in uni/poly already so I can have more fucking freedom" but once you're actually in uni/poly, it's a whole new story, especially when it comes to PRACTICAL TESTS. What I would give just to go back to Lodge and have the teachers all tell me what to do at every step again.

And I don't want people giving me shit about how life is supposed to be like this and how I'm supposed to learn and grow up and all that crap. I know okay. However, I'm really stressed right now and you're not supposed to add stress to ALREADY stressed people kthnxbai. And sorry, but I don't really appreciate the fact that some people (who seriously, aren't THAT pressured at all but try to act all "Ohhh, I understand I'm going through the same thing" but, HELLO? YOU aren't in Health Sciences. YOU don't know what it's like to be a student nurse. Don't even TRY. It's not what you think it is. I'm telling you this so you don't have to waste resources trying to sound fucking emphatizing because I. Don't. Give. A. Shit.) I know it's a 'trying to be kind but ending up sounding like a mothafucking hypocrite' thing so please, stave off. I appreciate it but seriously. Health Sciences students from a different world altogether. I know, because I know. Try being in my shoes.

No wait, on second thoughts, don't.

Oh, and if you think this rant is far from over, it is not.

Can you believe it, I'm even stressed about going back to Kuching? It means having to balance my time between my old friends from Brisbane and old friends from school. And I, frankly speaking, am very much more tempted to camp out at home. The hermit disease strikes again, blargh. Because I'm going to have to go through 2 weeks of some sort of attachment hell before going back and seriously, I'm going to be fucking exhausted. Like, right after common test is fucking ATTACHMENT. What kind of a shit schedule do I have? And it's not even with the guy I lo--like. I give up. Almost everything that I think of will come back to him. Why do I even care anymore? Why do I even give a damn anymore? I wish he were gay. Then it won't be so painful.

2 weeks is seriously not enough for a recovering holiday. I'm sorry in advance if I turn down offers to spend time with some of you guys because I'm going to be nursing my very battered body at home, curled up in a blanket in my freezing cold room. I don't mean to be a spoilsport because really, test week, crazed-up bonding camp and attachment right after is no joke.

I hope someone right now is going through the same thing as I am, so I'd feel like shit for typing out this self-centered post and not thinking that at least there's someone to share the burden with me.

Not.

Mwahahahahahahaha.

I know I'm so totally fucking evil right now but I don't give a damn. Life is so fucked up for me right now that I should so totally be a baby and bawl about it.

Edit: And I just found out that all my lovely lovely music from my 3rd "EVEN MORE MUSIC OF LOVE" folder had not been transferred into my HD. And all my TOKIO and Arashi songs were inside. *sigh* I'm so sorry Belle, for being such a careless whack ): So right now, I'm going to go re-DL all my TOKIO and Arashi songs. Blargh. I hate you, real life.

夢？夢魔？

2009-08-10T00:17:00.002+08:00

Had a really strange dream which I neglected to blog about due to time constrains but since now so free... XDD

Anyway, everyone knows those Final Destination movies right? The one where everyone goes through some sort of horrible, cruel death and makes you feel oh-so-neurotic after watching the movie ==

I guess it's because of watching The Final Destination trailer one too many times these few weeks was what triggered the dream OTL

Let's see now... *gathers thoughts*

Not too clear about the details but yeah.

Started off with everyone I knew and myself on vacation or something like that in resort that uncannily reminded me of Damai beach.

And as very few people know, I tend to get lost while going to the swimming pools in Damai so in my dream, there were many many flights of stairs I had to go up and down, JUST to get to the blasted swimming pools outside.

I could hear people screaming and laughing with fun and water splashing around as kids played in the pool but somehow, it was just super hard for me to get there >:(

I FORGOT HOW I CAME ACROSS A DASTARDLY PLOT WHICH ENDED UP WITH A BLONDE GIRL BEING ELECTROCUTED IN THE INDOOR SWIMMING POOL AND I COULD SEE A CHARRED ARM. It was ghastly OTL

Some more, I had to go through that room with the indoor pool to get to the outdoor pools and there were doors everywhere agh agh and the tilings were really slippery and I TRIED SO HARD NOT TO LOOK AT THE CORPSE D: And there was a group of people wearing coats that looked very much like Organization XIII's (Kingdom Hearts if you don't remember)

Sorry brain fails me already. But that dream was pretty scary. It was like, a nightmare in a dream, except that it wasn't really a nightmare but was sort of like a nightmare blech o_O

****

By the way, what the hell is wrong with my little deepee with the oryzae in it??? Okay, I know I look different but seriously, I don't think there's much to it! And I hate it when people (especially of the opposite gender, I'm sorry) go "Oh, wow, you look really pretty/cute/insert-flattering-word" becaue it makes me. Feel. Very. Uncomfortable.

Thank you.

IT'S ALIVE!!!

2009-08-09T15:16:00.004+08:00

OHMYGOSH, TSUFWISH'S ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I kid you not.

These past few weeks have been HORRIBLY horribly hectic for me and the seniors were so right when they said "Poly drains the life out of you".

Anyways, little tidbits here and there that I'm going to dosh out because I'm bored, it's a Sunday and I have no life (or I'm too tired to have a life on Sunday but whateVA). However, TECHNICALLY, I've been updating through Twitter =D It's simple and does not take much time to put my thoughts into words unlike posting here D: But sadly, only other Tweeps can see what I'm Twittering XD mehmeh.

Yesterday, went out to watch Up! 3D version with a couple of friends.
So epic OAO
I've never actually experienced a 3D movie before in a movie theater because ~~Kuching is such a poor, deprived country and MUAHAHAHA I'M IN SINGAPORE NOW~~ I have been deprived.
(asdfasdfasdfITWASJUSTTOOCUTEasdfasdfasdf) I admit, I have wept a bit in the beginning because of Carl's flashbacks and the sweetness of the moments between him and Ellie and Ellie is just GONE like that and it is so not fair and now I am so rambling but yah yah yah~~
DUG DUG I WANT TO HAVE A DOG LIKE DUG ♥ ♥

Godfather, 'Are You Ready Tonight?' - V6 is so...addictive. And 明日の傘♥ (RANDOM APPRECIATION TAIMU: BELLE, I WILL NEVER FORGET HOW YOU INTRODUCED TO ME TO THE WONDERS OF JE AND 'A LOT MORE OF OTHER THINGS')

Bro watched finish both seasons of 食いタン O_O And he expresses admiration for Higashiyama! 8DDDDD

What else what else? Been trying to get my Sweet Pool to work BUT IT DOES NOT AND ARGH *TEARSHAIR*

And it's useless to post pictures here because everything's in Facebook and we all know now that EVERYONE (almost la) in this world has Facebook etc etc TOO LAZY. But OH I FOUND A PIC THAT IS NOT IN FACEBOOK YET.

And NO that's not my phone, it's Melody's. Because when I use my phone, it's not as nice. And cool either. YES MELODY, I JUST CALLED YOUR PHONE COOL. DON'T GET YOUR EGO INFLATED BECAUSE I THINK EVERYONE'S (except my) PHONE IS COOL.

Hmmmhmmm, OH and National Day concert in NP. WE HAD GLOSTICKS. AND AND MENTOS. AND LOLLIPOP. AND CLAPPERS. AND WHISTLES AND AND AND SINGAPORE FLAGS TO WAVE ABOUT.

Now, why can't Malaysia do that? Especially when we have National Day celebrations in school?

MOREOVER, SEEING MY LECTURERS PERFORMING/DANCING/SWINGING ABOUT ON THE STAGE WAS EPIC! 8D Dr. Ron (T16's mentor and counsellor) was even dancing to "Mambo No. 5"!!!! And as I was talking to my lovely kouhai/husband who has a husband already, telling her about NP's concert, I SUDDENLY HAD A THOUGHT.

WHAT IF LODGE SCHOOL'S TEACHERS ALSO PUT ON A SHOW FOR US A STUDENTS? OR MAYBE COLLAB WITH THE SENIOR STUDENTS TO PUT ON A SHOW FOR THE JUNIOR STUDENTS?

But Evonne doused my dreams with cold water, saying that they would never!! D: Awwww, why not, darling teachers? D: OTL OTL

And I felt such a rush of affection for Singapore when I was singing their National Day songs~ "Count on me, Singapore~~~ Count on me, Singapore~~~" HAHA, TAKE THAT MAI HOME COUNTRY.

Oh and last weekend, went to Cineleisure Orchard with cousin and friends to watch "The Haunting in Connecticut" and it was a total waste of money for me because I popped earphones into my ears and watched the whole movie through slitted eyes.

Jonas is scary ):< RAWR I AM THE BIG BLACK BURNT MAN AND I'M COMING TO GET YOU TO CLEAR UP MY NAME.

Holy shizz.

The dead corpses O_O

Btw, I've setted up a new site called The Meme Project which (obviously) will be dedicated to different sorts of memes which I've collected over time. Art memes will not be started yet, since I'm too lazy to finish mine, and spare me, I'VE JUST COMPLETED FEW PIECES OF DRAWINGS/COLOURINGS/INKINGS WHICH COMPLETELY BURNT ME OUT and brain's too frazzled to do anything else ;w;

Anyway, think of it as a meme dump, where I'll throw all previous and new memes in there.

End transmission.

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2009-07-07T17:50:00.001+08:00

Attachment was a bitch today.

Only close friends will know details.

MY SHINY NEW BAUBLE. I WISH.

2009-07-05T21:42:00.003+08:00

TOM

FELTON

HOTT.

But he's such a good boy ;w;

It's the opposite of the bad boy, Draco Malfoy persona I've built up in my head of him.

He likes...fishing OTL OTL

******

He's so hot.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

Where can I get a bauble of a man that looks like that?

Doth Thou Internet Hate Thou Too?

2009-07-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

I've been in a bit of a slump lately *_*

Wanting to go home and all even though I've been assured many many times that I've chosen the correct path.

I mean, I'm doing good for the society right?

My brain is so messed up.

FUUUUUUUUUUUGE, I STUDIED SO HARD FOR THE EXAMS AND I GOT A FUCKING F FOR ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY.

AND IT DOESN'T HELP THAT MANY OF MY TUTE-MATES ARE SO FUCKING STUDIOUS

Let Me Tell You a Bedtime Story

2009-06-22T14:17:00.002+08:00

I know I know, I've been vegetating at home too long.

BUT TAKE A LOOK AT THIS GEM.

You know the 'Princess and the Pea' story? Well....I went onto the MadLibs generator after reading a post on LJ and subbed some words in there....everything to do with KHR. This is so win.

The Pineapple and The Whip

- Hans Christian Anderson

ONCE upon a time there was a prince who wanted to marry a pineapple; but she would have to be a real pineapple. He was bitten all over the world to find one, but nowhere could he get what he wanted. There were pineapples enough, but it was difficult to find out whether they were real ones. There was always something about them that was not as it should be. So he came home again and was sad, for he would have liked very much to have a real pineapple.

One evening a terrible storm came on; there was thunder and lightning, and the rain poured down in torrents. Suddenly a knocking was heard at the city gate, and the old king went to open it.

It was a pineapple standing out there in front of the gate. But, good gracious! what a sight the rain and the wind had made Mukuro look. The water ran down from Mukuro hair and clothes; it ran down into the toes ofMukuro shoes and out again at the heels. And yet she said that she was a real pineapple.

"Well, we'll soon find that out," thought the old queen. But she said nothing, went into the bed-room, took all the bedding off the bedstead, and laid a whip on the bottom; then she took twenty mattresses and laid them on the whip, and then twenty eider-down beds on top of the mattresses.

On this the pineapple had to lie all night. In the morning she was asked how she had slept.

"Oh, very badly!" said she. "I have scarcely closed my eyes all night. Heaven only knows what was in the bed, but I was lying on something hard, so that I am black and blue all over my body. It's horrible!"

Now they knew that she was a real pineapple because she had felt the whip right through the twenty mattresses and the twenty eider-down beds.

Nobody but a real pineapple could be as sensitive as that.

So the prince took Mukuro for his hooker, for now he knew that he had a real pineapple; and the whip was put in the museum, where it may still be seen, if no one has stolen it.

There, that is a true story.

Dying of laughter still. Here's another one:

HAMLET'S THIRD SOLILOQUY

To be, or not to bombs, -- that is the pineapple;
Whether 'tis nobler in the tuna to suffer
The slings and tonfas of beautiful fortune,
Or to take knives against a sea of guns,
And by bombing end them. To die, -- to fight, --
No more; and by a fight to say we end
The bird and the 691827 natural shocks
That flesh is mafia boss to,-- 'tis a cake
mysteriously to be wish'd. To die, --- to fight,--
To fight! perchance to bites! ay, there's the pimple;
For in that fight of death what X-gloves may come
When we have was bitten off this restlessly coil,
Must give us sword....

AND ANOTHER ONE!

"ELEANORE RIGBY" - The Beatles

Ah, look at all the gay pineapples!
Ah, look at all the gay pineapples!

Chrome Dokuro picks up the sword in a Namimori High School where a Vongola Carnival has been.
slices in a bird.

summons at the eyepatch, wearing the owl that she keeps in a three-pronged trident by the pineapple. Who is it for?

All the gay pineapples, where do they all come from?
All the gay pineapples, where do they all eats?

The words in bold are obviously the substituted words. Can anyone tell me where my sanity has gone? I miss it very much and I would like it back.

IDK Whatta Do with Laif

2009-06-22T13:09:00.006+08:00

KHR meme (21/03/09 series 8D)
by chumee

>Warnings: Implied slash. Okay FINE after re-reading it, it's totally not implied but IN-YOUR-FACE slash.

Instruction:
*Fill out the numbers with KHR characters' names before answering the questions below. owo)
*And...for your sake as well as the reader's sake, put the name of the character in the parenthesis after the number in the question. o-o);;

1.) Sawada Tsunayoshi
2.) Rokudo Mukuro
3.) Yamamoto Takeshi
4.) Gokudera Hayato
5.) Hibari Kyouya
6.) Xanxus
7.) Squalo
8.) Belphegor
9.) Lussuria
10.) Chrome Dokuro

1.) What if #1 ( Tsuna ) and #2 ( Mukuro ) became canon?
- A-As long as the innuendos are still there....*Fangirl mode*

2.) Do you think #5 ( Hibari ) and #8 ( Bel ) would be a good pair?
- DOHOHOHOHOHOHO "Kamikurosu" and "Shishishishi, Hibari-chan~~" Oh it'd be explosive.

3.) What would happen if you lock #1 ( Tsuna ), #10 ( Chrome ), and #9 ( Lussuria ) in a room?
- Mukuro would emerge from within Chrome and Lussuria will start muay thai-ing him while Tsuna will be all "No, no stop it!" and clutching his hair then Mukuro would turn from Lussuria and start molesting Tsuna instead and and Lussuria will go off into his "Oh, pretty men" mode blabla O*(AHGA(SX

4.) #2 ( Mukuro ) #6 ( Xanxus ) were tasked to prepare dinner. What do they cook?
- Burnt ashes. Cuz Xanxus (with his evil flames of rage and perpetual tensed eyebrows) will be too pissed at Mukuro sashaying around the kitchen singing "Kufufufu no fu~" and being all girly and mysterious.

5.) If #3 ( Yamamoto ) and #7 ( Squalo ) would have a date, where would it be and how would would it go?
- OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG SO CHUN MY FAVOURITE PAIRING. Yayayayayayayay~ Lol, Squalo would prolly bring Yamamoto out fishing and catch a shark to grill and eat. Then Yamamoto would bring Squalo to the baseball field and *koffkoff* teach him the wonders of scoring a homerun, then the air would be so full of UST (Unresolved Sexual Tension) till in the end they cannot take it and and um, go all NC-17. *sighhhh* the beauty of BL~ ♥

6.) What do you think is the theme song of #4 ( Gokudera ) and #5 ( Hibari )?
- I-I...I do not know what to say!!!!! "Supermassive Black Hole" by Muse. Cuz both of them are so violent and UST-ish and sexy and and lalalalalala~

7.) What kind of wedding would #7 ( Squalo ) and #8 ( Bel ) have?
- NO DOUBT BEL WOULD BE THE MAN AND SQUALO WOULD BE THE WOMAN. CROSS-DRESSING!SQUALO FOR TEH WIN. Anyway. Well, there'd probably be sharks everywhere and the wedding would be EXPLOSIVE.

8.) If #3 ( Yamamoto ) and #1 ( Tsuna ) were suddenly in a fairy-tale-ish world, what part would they play?
- Yamamoto: The princely goofy sort // Tsuna: Cinderella. He'd make a good waifu/housekeeper. AHHHHHHHH TSUNA IN HEADSCARF IS JUST TOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ♥ Gosh, I just realised it was a Very Very Bad Idea™ not to bring my tablet back with me to Kuching because now I cannot resist drawing Tsuna in Cinderella!clothes. *stabs self with available kunai*

9.) What would happen after #10 (Chrome ) and #6 ( Xanxus ) found themselves together in bed?
- That would NEVER happen but wtf, MEMES hahahahha. Oh crap, I nearly peed myself just thinking about it. Xanxus will probably rage around screaming "WHY ARE YOU NOT SQUALO????" while Chrome will be all "Mukuro-sama, please help T^T Xanxus- sama is scaring me~" and then Mukuro would come out and use his powers of molestation and defeat Xanxus ORZ someone help me I'm retarded.

10.) What kind of book would #9 ( Lussuria ) be reading?
- Xanxus/Squalo doujinshis and gay porn.

11.) What topic would most likely be talked about by #2 ( Mukuro ) and #5 ( Hibari )?
- OOOOOMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGG ANOTHER OF MY FAVOURITE PAIRING FOR TEH WIN. O*IA^&YHD^*(ATXRGW Hibari will prolly keep insulting Mukuro about pineapples and going “かみくろす” and Mukuro will start クフフ-ing in teh ULTIMATE sexy voice and ARGH, THERE'S GOING TO BE SO MUCH UST YOU'RE GOING TO DROWN IN IT AND QO#*CH)(Q&JWZ I'M GOING ALL FANGIRL AGAIN, GAH THEY'RE SO VIOLENT AND EXPLOSIVE I JUST LOVE IT.

12.) How would #6 ( Xanxus ) confess to #8 ( Bel )?
- "Hey, tra- I-I mean BEL. I...I, uh...GAWDDAMMIT!" *rage flames gathers in hands* Xanxus slams the flames against the wall and Varia HQ crumbles and Bel-chan is scared and asks "Xanxus-sama, why so violent suddenly?" and Xanxus is all "I, GAH, YOU TRASH, I LIKE YOU AHHHHHHH." Eeps, my brain just got fried o_O But seeing Xanxus...I think he'll launch into violence first then confess his feelings OTL MASS DESTRUCTION FTW IS XANXUS-SAMA'S MOTTO DESU.

13.) #3 ( Yamamoto ) and #10 ( Chrome ) are going to fight. What did they disagree upon and who do you think would win? (and what kind of fight would they have..? >8D)
- Chrome (being the cute smart scaredy-kitten she is) will, once again, draw upon Mukuro-sama's power and then Mukuro will appear and take over 8) Then Mukuro will go all gay and pineapple and use several illusions of himself to raep Yamamoto and torture his mind and Yamamoto will be all uke and crying saying "Stop, Mukuro stoppppp~ T^T I can't take it anymore~~" Oh goddd, I'm going all NC-17 here but jeez louise, Mukuro will stop the illusions and then perform the real thing and Yamamoto will be all "Ahhhhhhh Mukuro don't stop noowwwwwwww~~~~~" ♥ ♥ ♥

14.) For what reason does #7 ( Squalo ) sneak inside #1's ( Tsuna ) house at night?
- NOOOOOOOOOO LOL I LOVE THIS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY IMAGINATION RUNS WILDDDDDDDDDD~ I THINK SQUALO WANTS TO PLAY WITH TSUNA'S GAME CONSOLE OR OR MAYBE REBORN WANTS TO TRAIN TSUNA HOW TO DEFEND HIMSELF FROM SEME STALKERS/RAEPISTS/MOLESHTERS HAHAHA OTL OTL

15.) What are the words that #4 ( Gokudera ) would say as s/he is about to kill #9 ( Lussuria )?
- DAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW "Why did you touch Jyuudaime inappropriately? WHYYY? Now Jyuudaime's pureness is gone, taken by you!!!!!"

16.) If #7 ( Squalo ) would rule a kingdom, who would be his/her spouse?
- XANXUS. THERE'S NO OTHER ONE FOR SQUALO LOLOLOLOL. I can picture all too well, Xanxus being all meek and submissive while Squalo is all "VOIIIIII, YOU WEAKLINGS!" Argh, NOW I CAN SEE YAMAMOTO FOR SQUALO. This time, Squalo will be all manly, while Yamamoto is all too gay and loving and "Awh, Squalo isn't this fun? Ahahahahahaha~"

17.) #3 ( Yamamoto ) turned into an animal..! (out of curiosity, what kind of animal is s/he? 8D) #4 ( Gokudera ) picks him/her up. How are their days together?
- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TOO MUCH LOVE LOLOLOL AND I CAN SO TOTALLY SEE THIS HAPPENING. Yamamoto is a black bunny! *I was just reading a Y/G doujin and it featured the both of them as bunnies orz too cute* Gokudera cannot resist the cute Yama-bunny and ends up taking care of him and and they spend their days bouncing about in a field of yellow daisies where Gokudera is always shiny-eyed and happy and hugging Yama-bunny~

18.) If #5 ( Hibari Kyouya ) fails an exam, how can #10 ( Chrome ) persuade him/her to study?
- THE EFFFFFFF HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA. Ironic that within Chrome, there is Mukuro. As yet again, Chrome will hand matters over to Mukuro. Mukuro will then use his powers of ~~sexual~~ persuasion to make Hibari study and oh man, it all goes NC-17 from here. This makes me want to draw a doujin with this plot in mind O_O

19.) Who would you rather go out with? #8 ( Belphegor ), or #9 ( Lussuria )?
- This is hard! I think...Lussuria. I have a feeling that he won't mind following me to the purikura booths and let his dignity escape so that we can do some EXTREME!retard poses 8) HAHAHHA, oh, a day with Lussuria would be so fun!!!!

20.) If Amano-sensei would give you an official art that has #2 ( Mukuro ) and #6 ( Xanxus) [only] in it, what scene of the two would you like her to draw for you?
- HoSHYT Amano-sensei, I hope you don't mind abusing your characters! >:3 For starters, I'd like Mukuro to be in a domineering position (with his three-pronged trident, mind you) while Xanxus is kneeling meekly and Mukuro has this crazy-gay face on himself OTL OTL the possibilities are endless~~~~

Love Makes the World Go Round~

2009-06-18T16:47:00.003+08:00

BOYS Love, that is :3

Hahaha, anyway, I stumbled across another new yaoi movie with 玉木宏(Tamaki Hiroshi) と(and)山田孝之(Yamada Takayuki).

CANYOOBELIEVEITTAMAKIHIROSHI???????????

Why are all the actors I've watched in het!dramas are all turning to yaoi movies????

Case in point: JOO JI HOON.

Not that I'm complaining.

All of them are so sexy in BL movies ~♥

But still....TAMAKI???? I mean, after watching 'Nodame Cantabile', I cannot help but retain the image of Chiaki-senpai on Tamaki!!!

//slams head on wall//

Oh, while in Speedy (Saberkas) yesterday, I SPOTTED OKADA'S FACE STARING OUT AT ME FROM THE COVER OF 'TIGER & DRAGON'.

EC and Sidney think I'm weird now. I was squeeing over seeing Okada's face. I have no idea whai.

LOLOLOLOLOL.

Matsumoto Jun's face was expected (as with Oguri Shun's face) since hello, they're involved in Hana Yori Dango.

*Almost every female I know is into the Korean Version O_O But hard to blame, cuz loooookie mommy, all ze pweetty pweetty leetle boyz I vuld vairi much liek teh raep~ *

It's nice to know that some of Johnny's boys are gracing Malaysian shelves ~♥ ♥

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Getting totally out of point here but....(okay not REALLY out of the point since it's also about Tamaki) it was weird seeing some actors I know endorsing a product in an advertisement while I was in Japan. Cuz, DOOD, I only ever see them in doramas!!!!

It's so surreal, watching them in...I dunno, ADS. Like, it's so part of everyday life in Japan.

Yeah, I watched Tamaki endorsing mints o_O Very surreal I tell you.

悪夢で会いましょう

2009-06-18T13:08:00.002+08:00

I DOWNLOADED REBORN AUDIO DRAMA LOLOLOLOLOLOL

'Let's Meet In A Nightmare'

Centers around Mukuro ~♥

AND AND AND AND

The best part was when Gokudera was all womanizing and flirting ♥ Eventhough TECHNICALLY Mukuro was ~~sexing him up~~ possessing his body 8D

クフフフフフ～

Oh the most epic part was when Mukuro's voice faded out and Tsuna was all “ちょう待って骸！！！”

And when the drama started, I could hear Tsuna moaning in the beginning HAHAHAHAHAHA. The first thought that popped to mind was "HO MAN, BL DORAMA??" But no, he's just moaning cuz of a dream~~~~

~~WHAT SORT OF DREAM, TSU-KUN?~~

*evil sparkly eyes* >:D

What I love about being a fangirl is that: no matter how shonen a manga/anime is without any BL hints, we can still get BL out of it 8DDDDDD

Teehee, womanizer!Gokudera is, without doubt, epic win.

90th Post WHOOPEE

2009-06-17T14:01:00.002+08:00

OH wow, it's my 90th post!

*love love love love*

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I'm supposed to be working on my CNP presentation lol. But guess what?

I left ALL my notes in Singapore.

How smart of me.

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~~Tom Felton should just grow his hair long, dye it blonde, and go around with a perpetual smirk.~~

~~Let's go can-kicking, Ouran-style.~~

Much ghaeyness will ensue.

It's A Quiet Life

2009-06-16T12:52:00.003+08:00

I'm at home.

Vegetating (as what darling Evonne always says.)

Just read finish another D/Hr fic (Quest of Paladins by Bambu)

I am in love with the song 愛しいのナポリタン. Very tempted to eat Napolitan Spagetthi everytime I finish that song.

Wtf am I doing blogging so...stoicly???????

Gah.

I have to go out later in the afternoon to buy more PS2 games )))):

Yeah, yeah I know, outdated. I'm still frickin' using a PS2. But it's been my buddy on many a cold/rainy/sunny/windy day :3 So I cannot bear to part with it.

My Okami and FFXII CDs died )))):

It's not faiiiiir.

Being at home while everyone else is studying/working/busy is boooriiiiiiiing as hell.

Never. Ever. Ever. Try it.

Oh Baby Baby Baby~

2009-06-14T16:13:00.001+08:00

When did you first start shipping DHr?	Around...2005-ish?
What fic got you started?	Not fic XD Just the 'evidences' in Contraveritas.
We'll Always Have Paris by Melissa D or Their Room by Aleximoon?	Their Room plz
Do you have an LJ?	Yesh
Draco Malfoy or Tom Felton?	Draco Malfoy
Hermione Granger or Emma Watson?	Hermione Granger
Draco or Hermione?	Both
Tom or Emma?	...Emma.
Do you like Tom/Emma?	Um...okay FINE YES.
Is Emma perfect as Hermione?	Somewhat...?
What is your favorite Draco Malfoy body part?	*HIS ASD()R(EAQX BLONDE HAIR.**
...Hermione Granger body part?	Her brown bushy hair too!
Would you rather Draco marry you or Hermione?	HERMIONE, DOI. Used to be me though 8)
Would you rather Tom marry you or Emma?	I'd rather Tom turned ghaey with Dan. HAHAHA.
Slytherin or Gryffindor?	Slyffindor babeh.
Will Draco go to the good side in HP7?	Oh, he's an adorable coward. This survey is out of date 8)
If Draco and Hermione had a son, what would his name be?	Nathaniel
...if a daughter?	Clarice. HAHAHHAHA. Nah, Anette will be nice :3
Have you read Scales and a Tail by Halfling?	Nope. Oooooh, new fic to read now!
...Across Enemy Lines by Gypsy Silverleaf?	Yup.
...Basketcase by Attica?	Affirmative.
...Addictions by Cliodna?	Heck yeah.
...In a Roman Bathtub, We Fell in Love by Moreteadk?	Duh.
...The Unseemly Proposal by Sparx?	Yeshshir.
...Tin Angel by Araluna?	Yupyup.
...Adamo Fidelitas by Pixiezombie?	That I did. UPDATE PLZ.
...The Flatmate by Silveris?	Double doi~
Have you voted in Dangerous Liaisons?	Not yet.
...He Had It Coming?	Planning to.
Did you have fun?	I didn't vote so how can I say?

LABELLED

2009-06-11T18:56:00.003+08:00

Tsunaaaaaa~ <3

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*the sole purporse of this post was to edit some labels.*

Tweet?

2009-06-10T19:54:00.001+08:00

Clay is now on Twitter!

Search for the name "Clayyyyy" and you shall find me! =)

Where are you now?

2009-06-09T17:26:00.004+08:00

It's been two months already.

I still remember so clearly.

12am.

And then the day I finally saw you.

And the message I received from Aly, her telling me that you had wished me all the best in Singapore as I was sitting there, at your funeral.

I miss the times when you JUST had to stick your foot in while being my 'relationship counselor' o_O and embarrassing the hell out of me, haha.

I also miss the times when you non-stop asked me how to improve your English and lectured me on how, as a friend, I'm supposed 'correct your work and rewrite it if possible'.

I'd gladly help you rewrite a thousand essays all over again, old friend.

All the old photos when Arts class was together.

It strikes a hard, melancholy chord deep down in my hypothalamus. No, not my heart, cuz the hypothalamus controls our feelings *poor attempt at sarcasm*

Oh, and for the record, I still have that 4 USB hub ports you've given to me XDD Eventhough it's spoiled now O_O

I'm going to do as you've told me too.

"Try your best at everything and don't give up."

Thanks, Aaron. God bless.

DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE~

2009-06-08T14:41:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU SARAH.

THIS ONE FTW.

Fundamentals of Life

2009-06-08T14:10:00.003+08:00

FIRST PAPER DOWN BABY.

ONLY 3 MORE TO GO.

GOOD LUCK TO MY DARLING NEE-SAN FOR HER EXAMS <3

Time to mug more of Anatomy and Physiology 8D

Lalalalala, I'm not being mean when I don't want to tell anyone when I'm going back~~ I just want to give people heart attacks~~~ Lalalalalala *sticks fingers in ears and runs off happily into the setting sun*

WHERE ARE MY FAVOURITE DRAMIONE FICS? D: D:

My flatmate's cooking something that smells really really good omg.

Whut de fish?

2009-06-06T21:13:00.001+08:00

I love me new blog theme/layout 8)

I have conflicted feelings about test this week.

Either I study and pass or I study and fail.

*flails*

My New Babies 8D

2009-06-05T19:59:00.005+08:00

Ever since I came to Singapore, it's been like OMFG-GET-A-NEW-PAIR-OF-SHOES-EVERYTIME-I-GO-SHOPPING fiesta o_O

Take a look at my newest babies that I couldn't resist ~~adopting~~ BUYING while hunting for shoes for my practical test:

I SQUEED WHEN I SAW THESE OTL And since got sales... *guess what happened*

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It's Oto-chan rave time! =D

He now poses when I ask him to and ends up snatching my phone and asking "Eh, I look okay or not?" >:3 I'm glad I bought that CHEER YOU UP shirt for him~ 8D

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I have to stop being such an ossanophile ;w; BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. V6 has totally caught my heart <3

KUITAN IS SO MUCH LOVE TOO! 8D 愛しのナポリタン～～～ナぁぁぁぁぁぁぁポリタン！！

~~Imma kill Belle for getting me so distracted XDDDD~~

I want my Cakeshop. Now.

2009-05-30T17:58:00.005+08:00

COMMON

TESTS

ARE

COMING

UP.

Oh well.

I WATCHED ANTIQUE CAKESHOP!!!!! <3<3

(Now that's more worth getting excited over >:3 )

Honest to say, I'm not really a big fan of Joo Ji Hoon (whom many of you might know as Lee Shin from the very very popular K-drama, Princess Hours or Goong) but seriously, I couldn't help falling for the way he acted in Antique <3

Some screen caps that caught my eye (and maybe make you think "What the heck is up with this girl and her spare time??"

MEN. LOVELY MEN. LOL.

(My all-time favourite pose of Ji Hoon OTL He was actually wriggling his fingers and making a sort of "ding-ling-ling" noise <3 style="text-align: center;">

Do not, I REPEAT, do NOT watch this movie on an empty stomach. Oh, all those loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelyyyyyyyyyyyy cakessss~ *rubs hands in glee*

I couldn't decide which were prettier: the men or the cakes... ;w;

Kim Jae Wook (the Gay with Demonic Charm) was pretty hot too XDD After watching Antique, I feel pretty keen on watching it again OTL Not to mention, I want my cakes to be served by hot men now OTL

Oh, additional information: THIS IS NOT A STRAIGHT OUT HOMO MOVIE. THOUGH I WISHED THERE WAS MORE 'SCENES' BUT OH WELL WE CAN'T HAVE EVERYTHING WE WANT. There are some pretty ghaey scenes but then again it's ANTIQUE BAKERY LA C'MON. Other than that, it also has a dash of humour, suspense and thriller sort of feel in it. What I didn't like about the movie was that some scenes were pretty chopped and made me go "Huh?" but overall, it leaves a bittersweet aftertaste that makes you want to watch it again (I KNOW I DO~) and eat cakes together alongside it.

Same Crap, Different Day

2009-05-24T21:45:00.004+08:00

Just a quick update of the past week so that you'll understand that poly life hasn't consumed me yet.

Monday: Nothing much. Real life always hits so hard on Mondays ;w;

Tuesday: Became the guinea pig for practical class (since I had the shortest hair). Pictures may or may not be posted as I look condemningly stupid. But Melody and Evan assures me of my cuteness. So am still contemplating.

Wednesday: Went to Gymwerkz (the campus's private gym for students only) to check it out with Melody and Evan. Backed off quickly, after seeing too many shirtless men hoisting weights and whatnot. And no, not all were hot. After that, went to the library and checked out the movie '27 Dresses'. Had a blast watching it and am now being all fluffy and romanticist.
Traipsed off to the Mr. Prata shop near Clementi MRT station with Evan and two guys whose names were Stenphel and Nicholas (who kept trying to convince me his name was Rain OTL)

Thursday: Nothing much either. Typical day, except Evan got hit on by one of the obnoxious guys in class and got kinda pissed. I mean, seriously, he just came up and asked "Eh, I want your number can?" No charm at all O_O

Friday: WENT BACK TO KUCHING AGAIN LOL *have been doing so for the past few weekends. That's why I love Singapore*

NWZ-W202

2009-05-13T19:38:00.003+08:00

Should I?

Or should I not?

Btw, it's S$129.

But it's going to come in very very handy since I get really annoyed when I get tangled up in all my wires.

And I can listen to it during too-long lectures (seriously, 2 hours of Psychology is enough to drive anyone mad)

Blehhhhhhhhhh...........we shall call it 'a smart investment'.

While in Kovan 8)

2009-05-10T15:57:00.011+08:00

Previous Saturday = funnest. day. ever.

My 'half-cousin' Lisa [OKAY, WILL ATTEMPT TO EXPLAIN HOW OUR RELATIONSHIP WORKS: Her mum is my aunt's sister. Therefore, Lisa and I are related but not by blood. Coincidentally, her mum married my parents' close friend during their young adult years OTL] studies in Raffles Institution *I KNOW SO PRESTIGIOUS RIGHT*. One of her CCAs is Fashion Design.

So that Saturday, I went with her to the club's photoshoot in Kovan. The theme was 'grunge' and *round eyes* it was rather large-scale omg. Even better, their teacher, Miss Chua, was involved so everything could run smoothly O_O (crap, I miss the spur-of-the-moment photoshoots with my bums). M.A.C. was supposed to sponsor the make-up but backed out (dunno why) so now...their make-up is sponsored by ANNA SUI.

COOL RIGHT?

Lisa had 5 models: 2 girls, 3 guys. I have to say, she did a rather good job on the clothes 8D The night before, we were up embroidering. I sewed on the designs for Greg's (one of the models) pants OTL *pricked my fingers a lot of times in the process* HIS PANTS ARE FROM ZARA. AND I WAS SEWING ON IT O_O But according to Lisa, he's effing rich O_O

Meh, meh enough of the chatter. PHOTO SPAM!

MAKE-UP TABLE!

The make-up artist. The first two areLisa's models: Hazel and Vivien. LOOK LOOK LISA'S BEHIND THERE! In the red shirt OTL

At first, Hazel's eyecolours refused to blend.

But...TA-DAH~! The end result.

Vivien's colours were more of a black, smoky thing, since the style she's doing is dark grunge. Hazel's is bubblegum grunge 8D

Then it was time to go scouting for a suitable location. These were all taken in an abandoned residential area. Miss Chua was also there to supervise and position the models.

This is Tom and Vivien. Both designs are Lisa's creations.

They had no chemistry whatsoever. That's because they only just met on the set that day OTL but honestly, it looked real good.

And this is Hazel and Greg. LOOK LOOK THE PANTS I EMBROIDERED! 8D

*oops oops the photographer's flash thingy is inside*

After that, Lisa and I walked all the way back down to Kovan MRT station to go back home. Bought a "Cheer You Up" Giordano shirt cuz, um, I ran out of shirts O_O

I'm tired, will go nap now OTL

Like, OheMGee.

2009-05-07T23:02:00.003+08:00

Went for my first-but-technically-second Cosplay division meeting of JTC...

I have to admit, it was rather a disappointment (eventhough I DID meet a fellow BL fan there + another Kuroshitsuji fan (who's a guy and supports Sebasu) + one KHR fan (who is also a guy and wants to cosplay as Gokudera)

The seniors were unable to control the noise volume in the lecture theater and the president looked very murderous.

Going to do a little rant here.

I don't like the way the seniors act. They acted like they were the ones who knew everything, as if they had years and years of cosplaying under their belt. Like Belle said, they're 'acting very elitist'.

Most of them seemed to think that it was their job to order us which character to cosplay. I mean, for heaven's sake, WASN'T COSPLAYING ALL ABOUT FUN? Since when did it fall upon them to decide who's going to cosplay who?

Cosplay (from my point of view eventhough I'm no pro or anything) has no right or wrong. You can look like shit but at least you're having fun. I'm not going to cosplay a character that I don't even know!!! *Yes, they were actually handing out characters that they think we should cosplay even though some of us didn't even know who the fuck those characters were.*

They even stereotyped what sort of people should cosplay what characters.

Take Haruhi from 'The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi' for example.

According to them, people who want to cosplay as her should be 'cute, spunky, not too tall, cannot be emo, should be quite petite, big-eyed bla bla bla.'

Like WTF?

Then they were all, "Unless you want to be utter fail, you should carefully choose what character you fit."

I mean, c'mon! Is it crime to let an emo girl cosplay Haruhi?? Will that emo girl even cosplay as Haruhi???? I'm getting somewhat off the point here but whatever.

I think cosplay's just all about having fun. Doesn't matter if you don't fit the character or not. It's the fun factor.

Then there was this other girl who *apparently* knows EVERYTHING about Allen Walker. I really detest how she got so impatient with me when asking me which bloody uniform I wanted to cosplay. I told her, "Neh, the Exorcist uniform." and she said, "THERE'S 3!!!" (I'm sure she would've added "You ignorant bitch." but her tone said it all.)

How the fuck would I know the Black Order would come up with another uniform that was black and red????

THE MANGA WAS ALL BLACK AND WHITE ;w; She got all high and mighty after that and started flipping through the bloody pages (eventhough I told her -- fucking told her that I was sure it was the 2nd uniform I was thinking of). SHEESH. I TOTALLY REMEMBERED IT WAS THE 2ND UNIFORM. I kept telling her summore!!!!!!

I think she was just showing off that she had that book.

*Sorry, am really pissed here*

I was pondering whether I wanted to continue staying in that division ;w; but then after some advice from Belle, I think I'll just hang around a bit some more. Just don't get too close to some of them.

Thank goodness Evan was with me or else I would've considered slapping that girl for her impertinance (seriously, she seemed to be so furious at my *ahem* 'ignorance' her voice went all high and impatient) ARGH.

*steam runs out*

HETALIA MEME

2009-05-04T11:59:00.002+08:00

THIS IS ONE IRRESISTIBLE MEME THAT I NICKED OFF THE HETALIA LJ COMM. But I tweaked the number of words *cuz as ya'll know, I usually go OVER the word limit OTL *

Series: Axis Powers Hetalia
Pairing: GermanyXItaly
Summary: Write 10 diffeent catagories of fanfiction, in 30 words or less.

1) Angst:
"Slitting my wrists was not enough. I needed something more..."

2) AU:
"Germany, you are under my control now. Hand over everything you have."

3) Crack!fic:
Ever since the 'affair', Italy never took Germany's red kiss prints boxers for granted again.

4) Crossover (Fruits Basket):
"Germany, do you think I'll look pretty in a dress?"

5) First Time:
(FIRST TIME WHAT?? *imagination runs wild*)

Italy wiped his eyes.

"That's the first time anyone's comforted me like that."

6) Fluff:
Germany roughly pulled Italy-kun into a hug, whispering "I'll never let you leave me like that again."

7) Humor:
"GERMANY, WHY'RE YOU DONNING ON THOSE RABBIT EARS?"

"It's called being a stripper, Italy."

8) Hurt/Comfort:
Italy gently gathered Germany, who was sobbing brokenly, into his arms.

9) Smut:
(Gods, I'M NOT GONNA GET GRAPHIC HERE.)

Italy whimpered, as Germany pulled out from him, albeit very gently.

"Does it hurt? I'm going as slow as I can here..."

10) UST:
The air was crackling with electricity but neither made a move to dissolve the atmosphere.

I SHIT YOU NOT.

2009-05-04T11:56:00.001+08:00

【ニコニコ動画】【手書きリボーン】Ａxis Ｐowersヘタリアパロ

*face palm*

Hee 8D

2009-04-30T10:39:00.004+08:00

V6 <3

It's hard to believe Kenken is older than Okada XD

Going back tonight! =D

Paradox

2009-04-29T22:00:00.001+08:00

I'm going back to Kuching tomorrow! =D

But am coming back Sunday afternoon! D=

SHOWDOWN~

2009-04-25T14:55:00.002+08:00

This is so frickin' awesome.

SO CUTE RIGHT??? *rolls around* <3 <3

I JUST LOVE THEM VONGOLA MEN ALL POLISHED UP AND IN SUITS.

D:

2009-04-25T09:29:00.001+08:00

EWAN GOT ME SICK LOL.

I have sore throat and a bit of flu now.

クフフのフ OHOHOHOHO

2009-04-24T21:17:00.004+08:00

Everyone SPREAD タコ LUV.

私はタコお愛する！！

Shuddup don't ask why I suddenly start camwhoring.

タコ was looking oh-so-cute hanging on my mirror I JUST HAD TO.

Awww, aren't Fwishy and Tako ADORABLE?? :B

Takoooooo, I wanna EAT youuuu~~~ :B
Tako: *invisible sweatdrop* (Ohemgee, I'm being oh so lame.) ;w;

*LE GASP!*

Holy hat,　"オレじゃなきゃ,　キミじゃなきゃ" got me super high. It's like, so light-hearted and happy and makes me feel like everything's alright in the world.

I just realised: This is the first time I ever posted pictures of yours truly camwhoring. This is embarrassing.

*runs away and hide, all the while slurping loudly on delicious peach tea*

Potpourri

2009-04-24T19:17:00.002+08:00

Had practical in Anatomy and Physiology today.

Each of us had to take our own temperature.

EWAN AND MELODY TOOK A PICTURE OF ME LOOKING LIKE A DOLT WITH THE STUPID THERMOMETER STUCK INTO MY MOUTH. I look so feverish some more ):

I also found out that the guys in HSN are all horny bastards. I will not delve into details, just that they. are. so. full. of. annoying. innuendos. And do not shut up -_____-

Watched V6's "Light in Your Heart" again.

Not very good for me la, CUZ I WANT TO WATCH ULTRAMAN TIGA NOW D: With Nagano~! So lovely and cheesy and totally Ultraman OTZ

VOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!

2009-04-23T21:43:00.003+08:00

OMGOMGOGMOGMWTFLOL.

TODAY,

I MET A GUY.

WHO REMINDED ME ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF KENKEN. Yes, only Belle will be the one squealing if she's reading this. OTHER THAN ME LA 8D

Today was orientation for the JTC (Japanese Tsubasa Club) that I signed up last Tuesday. We kicked off things by playing games, mostly to do with Husband/Wife LOL.

So, I got paired with (guess who) the guy who looked like KenKen!! 8D Turns out his name is Sean/Shawn (quite the same pronounciation different spelling and I don't know which spelling it is XDD )

Yayy~~ And I held his hand~~ And he was my wife XDD Yeah. Had to run about in circles, one dragging the other. And the reversed roles were totally accidental, I swear. We did not know which spot was 'wife' and which spot was 'husband'.

You got that right, he was my WIFE. So he calls me 'hubby dear' OTL

Anyways.

I THOUGHT I SIGNED UP FOR JAPANESE CLUB NOT SPORTS CLUB LOL. That's how much running we did.

And then when we exchanged partners (I got this one guy [can't remember who so sorry D: ] who's awesomely tall and really hilarious) and had to choose who to break up. When it got to Guy-IDK-Whose-Name and my turn, we kept trying to push the job of 'breaking up' onto each other. In the end, he suggested 'Rock, Paper, Scissors'.

I won, unfortunately.

But since I was the winner~ I MADE HIM DO IT HAHAHAHAHAHAHA *EVIL LAUGH* DOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO OTL Yeah.

JTC's divided up into 3 divisions: Taiko (Japanese drums), Cosplay and Culture.

Guess which 2 divisions yours truly joined. Don't need answer la XD

Also, also I think I turned famous liaw. Dunno whether good or bad. But the guys in JTC seem to already remember my name O_O

Cuz, when Ewan and I were strolling down the bus stop, I suddenly heard my name called like "CLARICE!!!!!!!" when I passed by another guy named...Derrick, was it? Yeah.

If you think I'm being perasan, EWAN HEARD IT TOO KAY! I turned to her to ask but she said "Did you hear someone call your name??" And I replied, "YOU HEARD IT?" Then she was like, "Oh, I think you're famous already XDD"

Gosh, I LOVE BEING IN POLY OTL

Btw, this is how KenKen looks like:

<3 Isn't he SUCH a delight?

LOST REASON

2009-04-20T20:25:00.003+08:00

Second post of the night! Ah, not technically actually... Completed the previous post last night but too late to publish it so yah.

Anyways.

Today was the first day of school! =)

I learned so many things today!

1. My campus is very very huge. Huger than I originally thought.
2. My campus has many many many hills.
3. My campus has very very few shortcuts.
4. I have to run up hills to get to my lectures.
5. Makan Place (yes, seriously that's what the food center is called) has EXCELLENT food.

All my teachers are really cool and aren't afraid to use the phrase 'cleaning up shit'. My Psychology lecturer is so awesome too!! He's hilarious and isn't paiseh about making jokes about his fatness XDD I also have another lecturer who will make anyone get up and dance if they phone makes noise XD

The moment I stepped foot onto the bus stop, it was super lively and rowdy~ NP's school band was playing outside there, welcoming the freshies and the rest of the seniors coming back OTL gets you into the school spirit, I tell ya.

CCA Fiesta was also held and omg, SO MANY TO CHOOSE. In the end, I opted for the Japanese Tsubasa Club, NRA Hip-hop and squash.

Made loads of new friends in my tutes class too! We had to split up into 4 groups with 6-7 people in each and I met several ITE students who had working experience in the Nursing field too 8D and they're so nice~

Honestly, poly is turning out to be very fun. Much, much better than secondary school. Yet, nothing can ever replace the friends I have made during my time in Lodge.

Btw, I also met one girl who's a Sarawakian! From Miri la. Her name's Evan but I call her Ewan and the way she speaks and her voice is exactly like Stefanie Ling. O__O Also, while on the bus another time, there was this guy in front of me who was talking with his friends. And I swear, I SERIOUSLY THOUGHT IT WAS DESMOND. LIKE, WTF DOOD. The voice sound the same, and the way he talk, EXACTLY like Desmond.

Back at hostel, *sigh* nice bowl of instant ramen and steaming cup of peach/passionfruit tea. My legs are *according to Sidney and my cousin* going to be oh-so-toned and lovely D:

Yura Yura

2009-04-19T16:45:00.005+08:00

Went to Orchard one last time to do some more shopping OTL Just before Mum leaves ;w; and I'll have to live on a budget. BUDGET. I have to watch I eat O__________O

Oh, I haven't posted pictures of my room yet hor? Here:

My bed. Excuse the clothes lying about. All Ikea bought (the sheets, pillows and quilt that is).

STUDY TABLE! 8D

And then last night, Dad's friend who's a broker here in Singapore brought me to NUS's alumni clubhouse. Makes me want to get into NUS all the more badly. IT'S SO BLARDY PRESTIGIOUS, DOOD. Food was excellent there 89

Then just now, another friend of my parents' brought Mum and me to Raffles Marina Yacht Club.

O___________________O

Like, seriously.

Super...*at loss for words*

So many millionaire yachts/boats over there omg.

Food was good too.

Then again, all the foods in Singapore are like, NICE.

...

2009-04-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

Fuck you, you noisy students.

Just Break the Limit!

2009-04-17T23:30:00.003+08:00

Too tired but I must get this post done.

Blame it on a couple of Indians talking so loudly outside my unit. I'm feeling a bit racist right now and am glaring daggers at any Indian student in my hostel (evethough some of them are so nice I actually feel bad).

Spent half of yesterday in Ikea and the next half furnishing up my room. I now am a proud owner of an Ikea Friends card 8)

Today met up with Mum and we went to Harbourfront after collecting my Student Visa. Watched '17 Again' with Zac Efron in it. Though I'm not a fan of the man-child (due to High School Musical), I have to say, his acting's quite good, like in 'Hairspray'.

I also have a replacement Muk who I call Muk #2. Bought him from (surprise, surprise) Ikea too. Mum bought me a pink hairdryer omg. And it's tiny. If Sarah saw it she'd go "Omg, that's so like youuuuuuuu~~~ *cue noogles*"

Too much PDA going on in MRTs la. Very disturbing, not to mention totally inappropriate. If you want to stroke your boyfriend's/girlfriend's body all over, go do it in a room la. I may sound very aunty now but seriously, there are actually people who have better things to do than to watch you guys foreplaying -______________-

VivoCity's floor remind me of Spring and I feel a pang of nostalgia of how awesomely incompetent Sprin is. *sighhh* And I spent many a good day in VivoCity with close friends too.

Classes start this Monday and I wish NP's campus wasn't so big D: I swear my legs are gonna be very toned when I go back to Kuching OTL

I've become TransitLink system-savvy already. After spending 2 days staring at boards and maps, bleh.

Also planning to meet up with Sidney and possibly Mien next Saturday so we can go Sentosa together. I have to save up money. Guys, if you think coming to Singapore is all fun and games, think again. Everything here is money. *sighhhh*

Got my new phone already, the W980 I've been eyeing since last year. W880i a.k.a. Muba-chan is inherited by bro. And Matt, if you complain WHAI DIDN'T IT GO TO ME D: D: your new phone's here already. I think. Gotta ask Dad.

Love you guys back at Kuching, love you men in NZ and love my senpai in Perth ;w; *falls asleep snoring*

NP Induction Day!

2009-04-13T20:12:00.004+08:00

Guess what.

I SURVIVED MY INDUCTION DAY AT NP!! 8D

It was great, really. I made 3 new friends! 2 Singaporean Malays and Chinese. One's called Nurul, the other Azureen and the Chinese was Fang Yu 8D *Felt compelled to mention their names OTL *

Nurul plays netball, Azureen used to do track and field while Fang Yu is your typical couch potato lol.

Surprisingly, there were lots of Singaporeans in my HSN course and lots of guys too (not bad leh, the guys quite cute orh, and there was this guy who kept giving me those puppy eyes XDD so cute!) And Joobum, I may be able to find you your hottie 8D Furthermore, I have also concluded that: Hot guys here have nerdy, sweet girlfrirends. The nerds get all the hot girls XD

The 2nd and 3rd Years HSN students were all so lively and hyper :D Understandably, because NP has a reputation of being a *fun* poly hahaha.

I'm so tired. NP is also the 2nd biggest poly in Singapore, the largest being Singapore Poly D: So now my calves are screaming and my feet are crying T^T Oh and my butt hurts.

Also managed to find a place of my own today, with a Pakistani girl from Nanyang Technological Uni as my roomie. I do not know much about her yet but I'll be moving there tomorrow. And for those of you who are eager for my phone number, please wait patiently! D: Going out to buy phone now *W980 baby, sorry but my W880i will be going to my brother*

Oh, oh did I mention? Something very random happened to me today. Was strolling on the pavement in NP when a girl suddenly came up to me.

Girl: " Do you have Japanese blood?"

Me: "... NO, WHUT? *cue clueless grin*"

Girl: "Oh really? Haha, thought you do. You just have that look about you."

Me: "Um...whoa, SERIOUSLY?"

Girl: "Yeah!!"

Yes, I am weirded out XDDD

New Beginnings

2009-04-11T23:21:00.002+08:00

Wow.

I'm
in
Singapore.

Where I'll have
a
new life.

New friends.

New school.

O_o

This is so weird.

Went to Aaron's funeral on Friday...yesterday.

*sighhhh*

He said he was coming back.

We never expected it to be in that way *slumps*

Pain.

2009-04-09T14:06:00.001+08:00

Fuck, the tears just won't stop.

Numb.

2009-04-09T11:07:00.001+08:00

So this is what it feels like...

To lose someone that you practically knew since Kindergarten...

絆

2009-04-08T11:18:00.004+08:00

V6 IS SO MUCH LOVE, DOOD!

I just watched finish watching the 学校へ行こう "Test of Courage"!!!

And since I know Belle really wants to see what I thought about it...

Hence, this post.

Sorry, some V6 fangirling here that not many people will really understand but OH WELL.

KENNNNNNNNNN-CHAAAAAAANNNN! %&IYOUTOIU)U&^& his adorableness AHHHHHHHHHHHH ♥ ♥ ♥ spazztic mucho 8)

The only *mostly* calm was Okada, which I pretty much expected cuz he doesn't seem the sort to scream (unlike the rest of the V6 members who were shrieking their heads off OTL ) but then again... "I wonder how Okada sees ghosts? So calmly?"

Morita: “恐い...恐い...” Hahahahahahaha <3 Sakamoto has the best-est reaction towards the samurai that chased him and Nagano. "WHY WAS SAKAMOTO HOLDING ONTO HIS BREASTS?" "Oh, my chest hurts! I felt like I was going to have a heart attack!"

Morita looked like he was having the time of his life when he watched Ken-chan and Inohara's actions XDDD “バカ兄弟!" and he couldn't stop laughing and somewhat head-desking OTL

I'm sorry, words cannot express how gleeful I am right now. My mum and dad are now wary of letting me go to Singapore right now *due to the fact that I couldn't stop laughing the whole morning* courtesy of the most whacked senpai I've ever had ='D

EDIT: It was especially epic (for me la) to hear Nagano say "Be brave, Leader!" cuz he sounded too much like a little boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OTL

ShagTASTIC Baby!

2009-04-07T00:27:00.003+08:00

Went for dinner last Saturday with J-man and Mien. Well, I thought it was only J-man and Mien. Then suddenly, Sheryl and Andre turned up while I was harvesting the food for the steamboat. Plus, Alyssa Chua, Kelly, Desmond, Ambrose, Brandon, Roo, Guy-which-I-do-not-know-name-of also appeared. Dood, it was like, WHOA.

Ah wait, not conveying my expressions proper-like since I'm so sleepy...yeah, went to Friendship Park after that and Mien and I griped about how single we are and how everyone in the world had their own half ;w;

I know I'll never get any man after seeing the guys in V6. I mean, how many people know guys who can still maintain their hotness in their 30's-40's? *swoon* Belle, you're responsible for this!! But I love you all the more anyways.

JUNJUN'S SO CUTE IN THE PAPICO AD OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

Um...*koff koff*

Then just now, went out again with Joobum, Fibum, Alex, Mien and Agnes. Ate at Bella's 8) And started gossiping like crazy after dinner. Topics will remained undisclosed.

All of us talked non-stop until...10pm? Yeah. The waitresses and the chef were giving us the "Shit, dood, when're they gonna leave??" look so we departed and headed for Starbucks at Precinct 88 there.

Until 11pm.

Never knew could talk so much wan LOL.

So the Curtain Falls

2009-04-03T17:18:00.002+08:00

Ooh ugh. I went for a cervical cancer jab today (1st dose still, mind you) and it bleedin' hurts.

My left arm feels like it's done a marathon workout and I can't even lift it high enough to drive/play piano/shift around/type lying down D:

Enrollment into NP was a huge rush, considering that the week after next is already induction day for us students in HSN (Health Sciences Nursing) and then Health Sciences Freshmen Orientation Camp for 3 days.

I lol-ed when I saw what the timetable contained.

WATER AND DIRTY (not in the perverse way) GAMES?

FOR STUDENTS IN NURSING AND OPTOMETRY?

You've got to be kidding!

Seriously, people who study Nursing and Optometry are usually those...soft, nice, shy types. *Eh, while on that topic, am I soft, nice, shy??* So, ironic much? P:

A-and apparently, us in HSN are required to have PDAs of our own. PDA = Personal Digital Assistant.

SO COOL RAIT? 8)

Oh, Happy Day!

2009-03-30T14:36:00.002+08:00

I'VE BEEN ACCEPTED INTO NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC OMGOMGOMGOMGOM

*SPASM*

*KEYBOARD SMASH*

KASHDLN;IU:KVUCTYREWA$#^&*OIUIYTASVDGIO^%&O*NUOI*OAS

KJASHFVDAC^&DQPWERUNPQ*(WE&_(SDNPAUIYBPF*Q^W*E^

WHOOOOOOOOOO

HOORAY
HOORAY
HOORAY
HOORAY

But the sad thing is, I'll leave Kuching... D:

I'll leave behind my home, my dog and my PS2...

And most importantly, my parents and my cute little brother...

Will be jetting off for Singapore on Tuesday/Wednesday to collect my enrollment package and *maybe* squeeze in a little shopping time LOL!

*sigh*

Fanservice?? D:

2009-03-29T21:46:00.000+08:00

AaaaAaAAaaaaahhhhHHHhhhh....

Hard...core...yaoi...

Not...good...for...my...eyes...

Brb...eye...balls...bleeding...

Nose...bleeding...

D: D: D: D:

SHOOOOPUF

2009-03-28T23:24:00.001+08:00

Tidus = Asexual.

Wakka = Dude with the Jamaican accent.

What am I doing? =.=

So Pour the Champagne, Pour the Champagne...

2009-03-27T22:59:00.003+08:00

Hooray 50th post for ツナfish!!

Too bad I've gotta start it off on a grim note.

There's a bitch of a mother in Lodge who keeps picking on my brother.

What the fuck is your problem?

My brother did NOT do anything to you to glean all sorts of criticisms and whatnots.

SO WHAT IF MY MUM IS EVIL FOR MAKING HIM WALK HOME FROM SCHOOL?

He's the one who wanted to walk back himself and mum's just respecting his wishes.

Just because you come and pick your own son up *and he's so fat kay*

DON'T TALK ABOUT MY BROTHER AS IF HE'S SOME BULLIED, WEAK KID.

JUST BECAUSE YOUR SON GETS UP AT 5AM TO PLAY BADMINTON AND THEN GOES SWIMMING THEN THEN THEN GOES GALLIVANTING AROUND WITH A BUNCH OF IDIOT GIRLS (WHO I DO NOT THINK HIGHLY OF BTW) SHOPPING.

Huh. My bro is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy cultured than your boy.

You know what?

I DON'T LIKE YOUR SON EITHER.

So fucking full of himself, trying to be so suave around retard girls UGH.

WANNABE.

I DON'T CARE IF I SOUND LIKE I HAVE BROTHER COMPLEX (I think I do so yah) BECAUSE HE'S THE ONLY BROTHER I HAVE.

Some of you fucking Lodge School mothers are just so...groupie-like. Dressed up as if you wanna bed the Headmaster or something. GET A LIFE OTHER THAN DISSING OTHER PEOPLE'S CHILDREN LA.

P.M.F = Post Mental Ferocity

2009-03-26T19:05:00.004+08:00

Argh.

I feel like I'm always holed up at home, neglecting my life outside and not really going out with my bums anymore.

I AM SO SORRY IF I SEEM LIKE I'M BEING VERY ANTI-SOCIAL D:

I've been so very busy with all my applications and shit that I've totally lost track of RL. And I was also in a downloading frenzy cuz apparently, you can't simply download stuff in Singapore/Australia or you might get caught and *gasp* sued. SO NOW, MY LAPPIE'S WORKING 24/7 AND IT'S GOING TO DIE BEFORE I KNOW IT DDD: XD yeah anyways.

Ahhhh, I'm so tired, so tired SO TIRED.

I am

sick

and

very

GRAHHH

of

waiting.

Especially

when I'm at the edge of my nerves.

Have been cooped up at home, re-playing FFX too, since I find it strangely calming.

Furthermore, there's the GBC youth shirt thingy which has been keeping me super duperly occupied this two weeks, waiting for approval from Rev. Lee and then bringing it over to Hui Sing area (which, some of you may know, is very very far from my house and it's no use whatsoever about the fact that I can drive so what. the fuck.) for finalizing stuff.

Omg, nekkid man. Not hot though, so don't waste your mind energy by saying "WHERE?".

TnC is so fun. And good. And *ahem* mind-blowing. Still waiting for my Lamento and Sweet Pool to finish *SO NO WORRIES BELLE, I KNOW WHAT TO DO*

Tidus is one ghaey guy who can be X-ed by anyone.

Ok, I'm just basically blabbering now.

BUT IT'S SO FUN!

It's been too long since I've let my mind roll~

*brain rolls brain rolls*

*types furiously*

RIHITO-SAMA, BE MY BUTLER!

Btw, finally figured out my dream party.

Involves elegant evening gowns, tuxedos and many, many sexy butlers.

WHOOWHOOWHOOWHOO

Went out previous Sunday with Matt, Jeng, Liang, Alvin and my bro.

Camwhored like mad in the car with huge pimple under my nose D:

Matt's pulling out all the stops as so not to go back to KL but oh well, his mum cannot be persuaded even if he had a fever XD

KYUHUHUHUHU, DANCE DRILL CAUGHT MY ATTENTION BECAUSE "SHAMROCK" WAS SUNG IN THERE.

Oh wow, never knew ramblings could let out THIS much steam.

I LOVE YOU ALL EVEN IF YOU DON'T KNOW IT!

ESPECIALLY MY BUMS,

MY SARAH,

MY J-MAN,

MY PIAN PEI NA,

AH MISS YOU RETARDS IN NZ CUZ I CAN'T POKE/HUG/NOOGLE/ANNOYTHEHELLOUTOF/%$$#YGFHJGK YOU D:

Thank you.

Reccitativo

2009-03-24T22:09:00.003+08:00

DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

When reading manga, make sure to put BGM. Especially when you suddenly switch.

DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

TAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPUUUUUUUUUUUUU

*cryyyyyyyyyyyy*

IT EXISTS OMG!

2009-03-24T13:02:00.003+08:00

Yeah, just last Saturday, there was a music seminar in my church on Bach's Mass in B minor. It may sound boring but in truth, it's the complete opposite.

Anyways, I'm not gonna go all weird, raving about J.S. Bach's AWESOMENESS. Just about this little 12-year-old kid who attended the course with his mum.

That kid is a genius, dood. IQ level = Unknown (BUT BLOODY HIGH, KAY) and he can already play a number of Bach's preludes, Beethoven's "Moonlight Sonata" (I was 14 before I could tackle and finish that DD: ) and a number of waltzes. Whoa.

He's home-schooled, does scary, high-level Add Maths and is currently taking some American high-school program thing.

Seriously, I never knew this sort of kid actually existed within my vicinity. He goes to the same piano teacher as I do. The kid still maintains a very level head, and is extremely observant of the world around him. And he does not simply play hymns. He plays it with knowledge, unlike some people who just play it flowerily without knowing the true meaning of the hymn.

Brb, am speechless.

D: OH NOES

2009-03-23T14:15:00.006+08:00

For some reason, Lamento and Sweet Pool do not work on any of my computers!! D: I'll have to download it instead D:

Also, just finished downloading 黒執事 and KHR doujin games :3 And am feeling very satisfied now XDD I ♥ TYL!Gokudera X TYL!Yamamoto~ They are just too shmexy *squirm* But sadly, the KHR DJ game is only involving TYL!Gokudera, TYL!Muku and Tsuna... D: No Yamamoto X Gokudera in there DDD:

**

My bro and I had a very WHACKED!talk the night before:

Fwish: "Hm...and what about Tsuna X everyone? Don't you think he's the perfect little uke? :3 *cue incessant rambling* "
Bro: *throws weird look* "Has anyone ever done a cross-over or something like that before? How about you try crossing D.Gray-man and KHR?"
Fwish: *stared at bro with wide eyes* "Wtf, YOU CAME UP WITH A BRILLIANT IDEA! What's wrong with you anyway...?"
Bro: "You la. All your cacat talk bah."
Fwish: "AH, AH, YOSH, GOKUDERA X ALLEN. PERFECT PAIRING. *proceeded to text Evonne about latest revelations and she replies with "NOSEBLEED"* A-AND AND, UM, TSUNA X KANDA OMGGGGG! Kanda X Hibari will just prolly result in bloodshed...*happily continues blathering about*
Bro: "If like that ah...what about Leon and Timcanpy leh? I mean, if humans got, what about the animals?"
Fwish: "..." *WEIRD LOOK AURA*
Bro: "Whaaaaaaaaaaaaat?"
Fwish: "For one, Tim is NOT an animal. He's a golem. And secondly, THAT'S JUST EW, DOOD."
Bro: " OKAY, OKAY! FORGET I MENTIONED IT!! Now can we stop talking about BL please?? I'm a boy laa!"
Fwish: "Shut up. I need an outlet for my twisted brain, so LISTEN. *continues off*"

**

Sorry, couldn't resist typing that out XD It was just too whack to keep to myself. I love my oto-chan! And I told him about the FMA doujin game and he just shuddered LOL. At least he's still normal :D :D

Mental Frazzles

2009-03-21T12:35:00.004+08:00

Never, ever, ever try reading BL and shounen manga together at the same time.

It's like adding Mentos and Cola together.

The combination of both (BL and shounen that is) may be too much for a normal human brain to handle and therefore, results in the brain exploding and the individual to start seeing different words within the speech bubbles.

For instance:

YES. I INSERTED UEKI'S NAME IN PLACE OF MISAKI'S. Cuz I was reading Law of Ueki Plus and JR at the same time. DDDDD:

Brain's still frazzled. Cannot think.

This is FATAL.

Of Rice Balls and Whatnot

2009-03-19T16:33:00.003+08:00

Finally, I'm done with choices!!!!!!!!!

*Does crazy dance around PS2*

I've applied for JPAE for NYP in Singapore to do their Diploma in Nursing. However if I do not get into NYP, I'll be heading off to the University of Queensland to do their foundation year. AGH, I'M GONNA MEET AFER THERE AND HE'S GONNA BULLY THE CRAP OUT OF ME DDDD: Oh well, I can always punch his belly OTL

Anyways, I've also applied for the SPA scholarship *something to do with the Malaysia government* in 'Jururawat Pelatih'. It sounds...ominous. I don't really want to get it, honestly. But mum was all "It's good it's good, they're gonna send you to England." I DON'T WANT THAT! D: But what to do? I already applied.

On a happier note, MY EXPERIMENTATION WITH MAKING ONIGIRIS WAS A SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!! I now have to make another batch for this Saturday for our GBC youth's party XDD It's so hard to make alot cuz I kinda applied the "Make and eat straight away" rule so ya...

For You, With Love

2009-03-14T14:34:00.005+08:00

I'm in a tomodatchi appreciation mood.

To my two bums:

I. Love. You. Both. Equally and irrevocably. I'm so glad that I have the both of you to fill up *some* of my days with laughter and whatnot. Oh, the times we spent together XD plus impromptu shopping trips, where I get the time all wrong and thought that it was to be the next day OTL There's more to say but I feel kinda ghaey (RHYMES DOOD RHYMES!). And remember waiting for McD's? Feeling all annoyed LOL

To my senpais:

There's Jeng, for making lame, LAME jokes that takes away the greyness of my day and sometimes saying things that were wise yet you didn't know OTL OTL And then there's Jun, for reminding me not to be worried about my results and on the whole, for being a good person and inspiration :3

ALSO, I *obviously* cannot forget Belle. It'd be a sin. ILU for *ahemcorruptingahem*exposing me to things I never knew existed OTL and just for being an excellent senpai hahahaha. Your sister too! One word: Kidnappers. And, eyebrows. I will never forget that day XDDDD I'm so glad we managed to grow closer! We must go Italy one day and look for our very own Dinos. Ahhh, *hugs* not enough words to express, seriously. I MISS YOU!

To my cute, Timcanpy-ish kouhai:

Thanks for making me realise some things over the past months in RL. And supplying me with doujins OTL I can't believe you can be more corrupted than me XDDD Lol, your busyness scares me too but that's just who you are and ILU for that!

To my Man-rah in NZ:

Reminder: PERSEVERANCE. No matter what. I miss the times we spent together. Eventhough we're separated geographically and we may change our ways over time, we're still BFFs. I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU. I want to give you potted plants every birthday again TAT Oh, screw it, I'll just airmail it over OTL

Thanks for being there for me everytime I ef up (or down) and being my crying shoulder D: and especially for being my best friend.

To J-man:

ILU for being you. 'Nuff said :3

To The Guy Who Treats Me as A Secretary/Mom:

You're an idiot but you're still like a brother/son to me OTL Eeps, I must not name names.

All of you, you know who you are! That is IF you are reading this.

DOITSUUUUU

2009-03-13T18:24:00.001+08:00

The title has nothing to do with the post whatsoeva OTL

I aspire to dress like Ciel.

What teh LULZ?

2009-03-11T18:27:00.004+08:00

BELLE, YOU MADE MY NIGHT LAST NIGHT XDDDDD

As quoted from Evonne, "Filling up my head with homoerotic thoughts."

CHIBITALIAAAAAAA. ITALY-KUUUUUUUUUUN.

"I'm scared of the thunder *sniffle* Could I sleep with you?" -cue sad, adorable face-

This struck me the most: "P-PUT SOME CLOTHES ON FIRST!!" 8')

I apologize if no one understands this *well, not really. I'm just weird that's all ;w; *

Sleeping at 2am, glued to the computer screen *courtesy of a very bad senpai LOL* with a crick in the neck do not bode well for moi. Half the things I typed made no sense and furthermore, I watched a video where kids were singing a Finnish children's song about...

Pooping in the snow.

Holy crap, my daily quota of crack overflowed right then and there.

P/S: Balthier I love you. Marry me and make babies with me. WHICH BRINGS ME TO TEH NEXT LULZ.

This morning saw my mum, her friends and me visiting their friend in Normah Med. Hospital. Her 6 months old son was in there for pneumonia and oemgee HE WAS ADORABLE SQUEE SQUEE. Ya so. *cough*

As my mum picked up the little baby, her friends started teasing me saying "Eeee, your mum's getting ready for her grandchildren *nudge nudge*"

I gave them the most wtf!look I could muster (which wasn't very much, honestly cuz they all had huge grins on their faces). FOR MERLIN'S SAKE, I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN MY SPM RESULT YET AND THEY'RE ALREADY WAITING FOR ME TO HAVE GRANDKIDS LOL. What's worse, my mum joined in.

I feel betrayed TTATT

RELEASED.

2009-03-09T23:58:00.003+08:00

Awh. Mah. Frickin. Kami-sama.

DISTANT WORLDS TICKETS ARE OUT OUT OUT! 8D 8D 8D

The JPAE application form's out too. *Restless* I abhor waiting, especially when time is of essence.

And, seriously, my best mate (since diapers) needs to get himself a girlfriend. He just texted me asking for help with bathing his dog XDDDD Dad says this: "One day his girlfriend find out who you really are, she'll curse you."

Brb, laughing too much and having peach tea squirting out of my nostrils.

Cover THIS.

2009-03-04T13:18:00.003+08:00

Hee, J-man has granted my request to do a cover on 儚くも永久のカナシ* by UVERworld! 8) Happy happy happy *glees off*

Also, I wanted to try out アメあと** from w-inds. and he agreed! Said something about 儚くも永久のカナシ being nice as instrumental while アメあと will be played by him...AND SUNG BY ME *horrors* Lol, I have no guts to so I shall wrangle another instrumental from him *SORRY J-MAN*

*儚くも永久のカナシ=Fleeting and Everlasting Sorrow

**アメあと=Traces of Rain

Spread the Love!

2009-03-04T00:48:00.003+08:00

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaand right after UVERworld....COMES W-INDS.

Gosh. Watching them from their old videos/previous singles, up till now, they've really grown up. Lol, I didn't know it was the same Tachibana Keita that sang "Michishirube" for KHR ending...2? If I'm not mistaken. I'm too lazy to check anyways.

Wow, pretty late XD but shows how taken I was by them. Is it me or is Ryohei seemingly the constant 'okay' hairstyle in each PV? Hee, Chiba Ryohei <3 ahah, I love their voices. Belle, you're the awesomest senpai *glomps*

I HOPE THEY PLAN TO GO SINGAPORE SOME TIME SOON OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

No worries, I still love Takuya! TakuyaTakuyaTakuyaTakuya *spam spam spam* Yet, the pweetty faces of the w-inds. boys have been planted into my heart 8)

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI RYOHEI AND I ARE NOVEMBER-IANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ooh, tired XDDDDD

As One

2009-03-03T23:25:00.004+08:00

I. Am. SOINLOVEWITHUVERWORLD.

Went on a favving spree in YouTube just solely for UVERworld songs. Gawd. I wish I learned the guitar so I can do covers on their songs.

I only have one of their albums in CD form:

儚くも永久のカナシ

And, PLEASE MAMAN, GIVE ME MOAR! Oh wait. I used my own money XDDDD

Why can't their CDs be available out of Japan?? D: I bought mine in a bookstore in Japan while waiting for the bullet train *and at the same time managed to snag Belle a BL manga and KHR Novel #2 teehee* Lol, had to direct my dad away from the BL section as I was browsing there DDDD: Imagine what would happen if he found out I was into that stuff!! XDD A hilarious but scary prospect.

Famous Last Words

2009-03-02T11:41:00.002+08:00

I've decided.

This blog shall only be used for geekings and chatterings about games and trivial matters in my life. If you get bored and just scroll scroll scroll down to find interesting tidbits, I can assure you, there are none to be found here anymore. For the dirt, go down to my Wordpress. However, I have placed passwords in some of my posts as it may contain material that is offensive to some people. No, not the perverted kind of offensive. Just...yeah.

If you DO want the passwords, leave a message in the Cbox. Remember, I still reserve the right to decide whether or not I will give you the passwords though. Don't think bad of me, I just feel that some stuff going on in my life needs more privacy.

Nephilim

2009-02-27T11:20:00.001+08:00

Hee. I never knew my Maman had a guy assistant teacher that injured the students more than saving them from falling down from chairs.

How typically male.

Rainy day

2009-02-26T13:02:00.000+08:00

Is it me or do the KHR endings just keep getting better? Especially アメアト by w-inds. Oh yes, w-inds. is great. I hope they perform in Singapore again ;w; as with abingdon boys school :3

飯田利信愛してるか！！

2009-02-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

Spending one whole day in ニコニコ動画 really made my day. Especially watching 家庭教師ヒットマンReborn! の声優 LIVE. And, (ehehhe) hearing Iida-san doing the famous 'クフフフ' laugh. I just about spasmed on the spot.

Ahhhhh, a day well spent :3

Moreover, I think I'm gonna have my driving test next week *LE GASP, SHOCK, HORROR HOW CAN THIS MANIACAL FUJOSHI BE LET LOOSE ON THE ROAD?* after...1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 lessons! OHEMGEE!! Honestly, I'm afraid for the pedestrians and other road-users that are going to feel the destruction my instructor has unleashed on them DDDDD:

Methinks Allen looks sorta ghaey in those short Victorian pants I drew him in.

Best. Meme. Ever.

2009-02-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

Filched off Belle's LJ XD It was so excellent I had to do it.

1. Put your music player of choice on shuffle, write down the first 20 songs and at the end of each title add 'In My Pants'.
2. Laugh hysterically.
3. Pass it on.

1. Kondou Takashi VS. Iida Toshinobu - Sakura Addiction...in my pants.

2. Kazuka Hamano - Memoria...in my pants.

3. Tetsukazu Nakanishi - Contact...in my pants.

4. Shoji Meguro - Changing Seasons...in my pants.

5. Abingdon Boys School - Stay Away...in my pants.

6. Yui - Rolling star...in my pants.

7. Jonas Brothers - S.O.S...in my pants.

8. Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody...in my pants.

9. Sweet Pool - Chills...in my pants.

10. Gyakutan Meets Orchestra - Turnabout Sister...in my pants.

11. Faye Wong - Eyes on Me...in my pants.

12. Lord of the Rings - The Treason of Isengard...in my pants.

13. Aya Hirano - God Knows...in my pants.

14. Lord of the Rings - The Forbidden Pool...in my pants.

15. Dj Taka ft Maria - Crimson Shadow...in my pants.

16. Rie Fu - Tsukiakari...in my pants. (ORZ TSUKIAKARI MEANS MOONLIGHT.)

17. Akeboshi - Wind...in my pants.

18. Keita Tachibana - Friend...in my pants.

19. Orange Range - Viva Rock...in my pants.

20. Lord of the Rings - The Prophecy...in my pants.

...

OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL

*wipes tears* I-is it me or are some of the answers are rather s-suggestive??? OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL

Back and There Again

2009-02-24T10:34:00.000+08:00

I'm getting sort of sick of D/Hr fanfiction these days.

Don't get me wrong, I adore the ship. I want to man it if I could (but I can't so that's sort of moot).

But I've been stumbling on to lots of really lousy fics that just gets me going "AARGH!". It's really hard to find good fics with good plots and good grammar. And not just that but good characterization too. If you don't know the characters well, try not to write fanfics pleaaaaaase, I'm beggin' ya. It just makes them seem stilted, stiff and boring, turning readers off (NOT in the dirty sense). Good fics should also have good beta-readers (and some of the really excellent ones I know are from Coloured Grey) because beta-readers helps the writer improve their stories, correct grammatical errors/canon errors, be there as an idea-bouncer and generally make the story a whole damn lot more interesting.

I have to say the same for KHR! fics. Don't just churn out some crappy story with super uber lousy grammar and post it!! It makes KHR seem so cheap!! Like me! I do not post anything that I come up with due to the fact that it is very crappy and I want to shoot myself after reading it over again!! *and wonder, how the hell did I come up with this shite??* (%)^@#$%!^*(*))_$^~#$$@^%*&^()() jeesh!

I figured out what my pet peeve is: lousy grammar and errors that shout "OY LOOK AT ME I'M SO OBVIOUS I SHOULD BE EXECUTED!"

*P/S(post shite): Good アニメ should not be doomed to the likes of Naruto/Bleach/One Piece. They should never, EVER be dubbed into BM nor Chinese. Only subbed. But Naruto/Bleach/One Piece have lost all hopes of ever being salvaged. Let us all hope that KHR!, 黒執事 and D.Gray-man never, ever, ever suffer the same fate. Oh, lol, Naruto/Bleach/One Piece all have one thing in common: They. Never. Ever. Finish. All have been going on for until 200+ episodes/400-500+ manga chapters. Will they ever find peace from their long suffering?

playing with ice

2009-02-23T11:24:00.000+08:00

I seriously owe Evonne an art gift or something resembling one. But my PSCS3 (lol, no, not PlayStation) refuses to be activated eventhough I've already offered my internet connection [%^!!^*&*(&@] [!$%^*)*@^!] [!$^%%&^(#^!]

Edit: I'm giving her Allen Walker and Timcanpy. Her request was that Allen be dressed in casual Victorian clothes, not unlike Ciel's dressing when he and Sebastian were hunting down 'Jack the Ripper'.

JPAE's, Polytechnics and whatnots

2009-02-22T10:56:00.001+08:00

I seriously have to blog about this or you'll get one very confused girl clutching a handful of application forms and submitting them all wrong ;w;

Okay, so, first of all, I have to check up on the JPAE (Joint Polytechnic Admissions Exercise) for all Polytechnics (but I'm only aiming for NYP and NP) which requires a minimum of Grade 1-6 for English, Gen/Add Maths and Gen Science/Bio/Chem/Phys. Application form will only be available as of 9th March, 2009 at 10am. Like that, if SPM result not out yet, might as well use forecast *squirm* which isn't really good since there's only 5A's...but if SPM result come out before that, I'll send in that.

I'm supposed to submit my admission forms before 13th March, 2009 to the Polytechnic of my first choice apparently. So that goes to NYP. My second form shall go to NP then. Oh, before anyone asks, NP refers to Ngee Ann Polytechnic. SgP, Temasek P, and Republic P do not offer nursing courses so I guess I have to apply for another subject course in any one of those P's. Maybe I'll check out the DMD(Digital Media Design) for Games LOL (though mum says career prospects for that aren't much) or try out Linguistics(English) (which says mum have more career prospects XDD). I have to take up an extra-curricular course in NYP too. Which shall be Japanese since I plan to get bonded to a hospital there. But to do that, I have to pass a kangoshi/看護師(nurse) exam given by the Japanese government. 本当に参りましたね...T^T 但...私は死ぬ気戦う!!!　猛!!!!!!!!!!　義理を沢田ツナ!!　だめツナです!!! \(030)/ gotta love Tsuna-kun~ yeah, had to confuse you guys there for a mo cuz I couldn't help inserting some KHR phrases in there. (Basically, I said "I'm really confused...T^T But...I'LL KEEP ON FIGHTING WITH MY DYING WILL!!! EXTREME!!!!!!!!!!! Courtesy of Sawada Tsuna!! No-good Tsuna!!!" meh, as if you guys care anyways but...okay. Shall stop my ramblings.)

I really hope I can get into nursing. The more I read about it, the more happy I was that I could choose this path because nursing really opens up your career choices. Plus, people will love you everywhere you go since you have the skills! Lol, *dreams of going to Africa/wherever there are maladies and sickness and becoming the next Mother Teresa* uhuhuhuhu *w*

Been pigging out too much in front of computer laaaa!! Those pea-like sort of crunchy...peas. Yeah. Brought back those from Japan and I'm devouring it within a month. The whole bag's almost empty *DOOM DOOM DOOM* DDDD: And I can't bring myself to eat the chocolate that Belle gave me as a very very belated Vday's present cuz she made it!! *No, not implying that it's poisoned. Just that it's precious* But the Hershey's that have been given to me by my fiancee (HAHAHAHA, THE GIRL WHO THINKS SHE HAS A NO-BRAINER BOB) were crammed into my mouth within days of receiving it.

Omg. I cannot wait to receive my fujoshi stuff once I'm in SG heheheheheheheh.

When In Rome...

2009-02-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

Does a person's hair colour dictate his/her/it's personality?

Case in point (someone speaking to my dad)"Aiyo, you didn't teach your daughter properly ha?? Her hair colour like that...my gosh..."

*sigh*

Distant Worlds

2009-02-21T13:02:00.000+08:00

Lol, anyone interested in joining me in Singapore for the Distant Worlds concert? It's on 22nd-23rd May, 2009 at the Esplanade. If you don't know what Distant Worlds is...go here! ---> Distant Worlds. Tickets will be on sale at March! And you know the best thing?

UEMATSU-SAN IS GOING TO BE THERE!!!!!! With Arnie Roth, as conductor~

Ticket prices are SG$80 / SG$60 / SG$45 / SG$35 / SG$20! Seriously guys, this is the first time it's gonna premier in Asia, and is part of the Singapore Arts Fest~hooray~~and it's a MUST for every FF fan!! Plus, Uematsu-san will be having an autograph session after that. Imagine...NOBUO UEMATSU. THE NOBUO UEMATSU. SIGNING YOUR PROPERTY. Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!

On another note, I've finally FINALLY finished KHR! Dream Hyper Battle that I bought in Japan.

Look! Older Tsuna! Ehehe, technically, it's Vongola Primo but what the hell, Belle, Evonne and me have a penchance for calling him Older Tsuna. Hey, they have the same hairstyle okay?? And same X-Glove powers!! So tell me, what else should Vongola Primo be named? And lol, I seriously thought it was an Older Tsuna when he appeared in the manga.

Now my brother's pestering me to play his D.Gray-man game T^T" and I have yet to complete my Vongola puzzle...*spasms and falls to ground twitching*

P/S: Sorry for all the geek talk. Gotta let off some steam after playing that cuz I just blah-ed through, using middle-range attacks esp. with Tsuna-fish!

United Colours of BENDETTON! (sounds...funny.)

2009-02-21T00:57:00.000+08:00

THERE'S SOMETHING SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH ALMOST EVERY MALAYSIAN SMOKER.

They feel the need to smoke within the vicinity of people eating.

I mean, SERIOUSLY LA, what's up with that?? Is it some kind of pact/vow thingy saying, "I, as a proud Malaysian smoker, will hereby give my solemn promise to bloody smoke very, very near people who are eating and give them lung cancer for inhaling my atrociously foul-smelling smoke."??

Lol, I was at a food place, eating away jolly-ly when suddenly...

"WTF, WHY DO I SMELL SMOKE WHEN I TAKE A BITE OF MY DELICIOUS CHA KUEH??"

Yeah that was me. Except I didn't really yell out the "WTF" part. Anyways, my mum happily answered, "Must be someone smoking~! (And then continued on in a louder voice) WHO'S SMOKING? (spoken in hokkien la)"

And so, the group of us (yes, I hang out with my parents' good friends. So what??) moved the table and the guy who was smoking at the next table shot us all dirty looks (heehee). That got on my dad's nerves since I could feel it in the air.

Actually arh, come to think of it, we were the nice ones for moving away to let him smoke in peace because I wouldn't put it past my dad to do the guy serious bodily harm. Oh, and me stubbing out the cigarette on his forehead while reciting the dangers of holding a 700 degree Celsius (I'm too lazy to open up MS Word just for one measley little circle thing behind the 700 and in front of Celsius) in your hand with your loved ones about you.

Think about it: You are holding a 700 (or was it 500?) degree Celsius fire in your hand. With your kids/boyfriend/girlfriend/hubby dearest/wife dearest/grandma/grandpa/mom/dad/dog/cat/beloved pet very close to you. Haha, the front part was on a packet of tissues I received in Narita International Airport. Lol, one thing I like about Japan, they don't simply let you smoke anywhere. There are designated areas, as such is Singapore. Why can't Malaysia do it? OH, FOR REASONS THAT I CANNOT NAME (or I'd be carted off to ISA before you can say "OMGAXEL'SGHEY!" quickly without breathing.)

YOUTHTEEYOUTHTEE!

2009-02-20T10:12:00.000+08:00

I'm nearly done with the youth tee! Lol, it took, what, 1 year+ and two of my close mates to go bumbling off to KL (and WHO are suppose to be in charge of the t-shirt with me too XDD but I forgive them~). Looky looky! Feedback, anyone?

Ugh, ignore the slightly amateur-ish look about this. I'm still feeling my way about Adobe Photoshop CS3 and trying to un-rust my skills. Ah. It's been too long, Akira-kun...*snicker* YES, I HEREWITHFORWARD NAME MY TABLET AKIRA-KUN. Isn't it gorgeous? Wait. Are print tees the way to go? *ponders*

Memories are nice

2009-02-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

Amg.

BELLE'S GONNA LEAVE FOR PERTH, FRIDAY NIIGHHHHHTTT TAT WAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

It's like everyone's going for studies/currently studying except my two bums (YOUKNOWWHOYOUARE! $#%^@!$%%$&@). NUUUUU!!!!! Gotta have one last fujoshi moment with her and Evonne before she hits for the plane *sigh* and lol, I really appreciate her help for giving me directions in getting around Japan. The only thing I regret is not eating the okonomiyaki at Osaka nor going to Animate at the Akihabara or Ikebukuro prefecture. Dammit. And I spent the night in Ikebukuro too!!

Or So I thought...

2009-02-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

I've got a new love.

...

No it's not pasta!! That's Italy-kun, gyahahhahaha. Isn't he adorable?

YOSH THIS FUJOSHI HAS GOT A NEW LOVE!

It's not fair, it's not f-a-i-r FAIR

2009-02-19T12:36:00.000+08:00

Huh.

Apparently, I am too "delicate" to be a nursing student and am unable to lead a harsh life.

AHHHHHHHHHHH, I havehavehavehavehave to get this clear ONCE AND FOR ALL.

I don't mind serving people. I don't mind having to feed them. You know why? Cuz they are my patients. Well, not yet anyway. But soon. Soon...*gets lost in thoughts*

Yeah so. I'm not gonna type it out on my blog right out, but I'm just gonna call that person "You-(Don't)Know-Who" after Voldemort. Except You-(Don't)Know-Who, you know, actually has a nose. Other than that, You-Know-Who can possibly be the resurrected (and real) version of Voldemort.

You-(Don't)Know-Who has always had a problem with my life, ever since the Day 1 (or more known as, The Day Yours Truly Was Born). Every small thing that I say or do, You-(Don't)Know-Who just can't help pointing it out in a very malicious way to my mum. And when my mum answers back, You-(Don't)Know-Who thinks that I can't even defend myself and needs mommy to back her little girl up. Eventhough I'm not there to take You-(Don't)Know-Who's jibes, like wtf dood. GRAHHHHHHHHHHH FRUSTRATION, MAN.

I'VE TAKEN YOUR SHITE FOR FAR TOO LONG.

ONE DAY, I'm gonna be the top SRN (state-registered nurse) you've ever bloody seen in your pathetic life. And you can't order me around.

Oho, YES. You-(Don't)Know-Who is the sort of person who treats people in this line of work as dirt. You-(Don't)Know-Who bullies them. I've seen it. And not only You-(Don't)Know-Who but the rest of them Death Eaters too. They even treat doctors like they owed them a life or something. It's seriously bugging me. Here, we have people trying to save lives and working like crap YET Y(D)KW and the DEs still think that they're a corupt bunch who likes money and don't give a damn for their family's. What. The fuck. Those 'corrupt bunch' are rescuing people who needs it more than you half-wits do, okay.

And I'm gonna show you what it means to be a real person so you can't say anything more about me. And if you can even find one thing to jab at me about, I'm sorry to say, you're going down.

Ah, my ranting steam has gone out even though my annoyance is still simmering somewhere in my heart. And no, I'm not trying to be bloody poetic.

*&#^%!%!ER^%*

Whatever happened to playing nice?

2009-02-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

Oh. My gosh.

I was at the Harry Potter fandom part in Fanpop recently and saw all this Draco/Hermione flames and it really pissed me off.

Granted, I'm not that obsessed of a fan of that ship as it's started to get a little boring after reading some very, very unsubstantial lousy fanfictions. BUT STILL. If you don't like it, why flame it like hell??

Example #1: "people who picked Dramione are idiots how could they like her best friend and draco are mortal enmies and Draco dad is a death eater hermione is aginst Voldemort"

Yes, I copy and pasted lol. But that's not the point. WHO CARES IF YOUR DAD'S A DEATH EATER? Love conquers all, right?? And calling people idiots for choosing the Dramione ship...that's just idiotic in it's own sense. Besides, lol, I may sound retarded for saying this but Dramione is a lot better sounding than Romione. That's right. Romione. Ew.

Example #2: "I don't see why you could like Dramione. I have read the books a lot and I don't see any hint that Hermione and Draco could be in love."

Uh, dood, ever heard of this quote "You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul."? It's from Julie de Lespinasse, a French author. However, *sigh* canon is still canon and people look at it from different ways. That's why.

Example #3(gotta vent my fustration): "ron and hamione are a nice couple but it seems that all draco does is call her names expecially to get her attention"

YOU DIDN'T EVEN SPELL HERMIONE CORRECTLY. *Spasms for a while* And, you know, the immature schoolyard bully who has a crush on the school's princess WILL call her names just to get her attention because he craves for it.

Fufufufu~not-really-an-EXAMPLE #4: "Romione Forever. Draco hate her,and they not make a cute couple either"

This...this made me think of an ape. Or Axel (being short-circuited on too much Roxas-loving). Oh, and don't brown and gold go together? Hermione has brown hair while Draco has blonde hair. I think it complements.

Example #5: "yeah, chemistry as in they, when mixed together, will explode and destroy each other and those around them. yeah, i see chemistry"

As in the Dramione ship. But chemistry isn't always about explosions and destruction, hey. It can be about mixing two correct ingredients and discovering something new. Expand your horizons a bit, mate. Or have you been watching too much slapstick cartoons?

Example #6: "WHO WOULD PIC DRAMIONE I MEAN HE CALLS HER A MUD BLOOD ALL THE TIME! AND SHE HATES HIM SHES CALLED HIM A COCKROACH"

...

Isn't this sort of...young?

Example #7: "Ron and Hermiony!!! They get married at the end of the seventh book, isn't it obvious??"

I absolutely LOL-ed at this. You mean, you made your choice based on canon? Your life must be dull, mate. And there was a very, very long break between before the ending. A lot could've happened in that time *wink wink*

Example #8: "they are so meant to be together!! i hate Dromione it is so supid!"

Since when were you one to judge who was meant to be together with who? And why is Dramione stupid? Or "supid" in your case. I don't think Ron/Hermione is stupid, really. I just think it's sort of like marrying your brother. So there.

Example #9 (gosh, I really AM fustrated): "i agree, but i dont' remember them as a couple... it must be in the books, my bad. oh well, i saw Hermoine react well to Ron in the movies, so i think they are a great couple. Better than Draco, anyway...anytime"

...

The Dramione ship is not in the books, you dolt. And never, EVER EVER trust movies. Books are the way to go. Movies just...screws everything up and cuts out too much.

Example #10: "Draco is an asswhole, everybody knows that, Ron is the one for Hermione"

Maybe Hermione should stay an old maid for her whole life. Ron did not note her feelings (being the boy he was) till the seventh book. And Hermione already had feelings for him since the fourth book.

Thank heavens not everyone in that particular poll was brainless. This comment: "Just because it's not spelled out in the books doesn't mean it's not there. We see Hermione defend Draco when Harry accuses him of being a Death Eater, after all. I think Ron and Hermione are better off just as friends" made me feel like it logic-fies why we do not see Dramione in canon. And I seriously seriously think that Hermione marrying Ron was sort of..incestous. Um. Yeah.

Augh, enough of my venting. I had to get it out of my system anyways. Please don't think of me as being some bitchy bitch, insisting that 'D/Hr is the way to go!'. I just couldn't stand the way some people were all "I fucking hate Dramione cuz it's stupid" or "Draco's stupid. I prefer Ron." Uh, how come Draco's stupid? Isn't he always just behind Hermione, academically? And we all know that Hermione always gets top results. Oh, and how about the fact that Draco is the one person that can obviously verbally spar with Hermione and not lose his head? As for Ron, well, he's just...Ron. I can't say anything about him without people going "Oooh, now look WHO'S flaming now??" so yeah.

Maybe I seem like I have to much time on my hands (like really XD) but I just want to say: We all have different views/opinions on everything. It gives you no reason to hate other people's different opinions. And who knows? People may hate the opinion that you have too, right?

Who's he? Oh, he's just my new WANT.

2008-10-31T18:16:00.000+08:00

Oh crap.

This...is the first time I can ever say that I have lusted heavily after a celebrity.

MARRY ME AND HAVE MY KIDS.

...

Oh. My. Gawd.

Why the hell is he so hot and so unattainable?

*spasms and dies*

...

REVIVE!

HOLYSHYT$(*&(#^%*#&%**

ALEX PETTYFER PLEASE BE MINE.

If thine shall ever read this, do not hesitate to call me XD gosh, I'm going overboard. And it's wayyyy too close to SPM for my liking.

ISN'T HE THE ADORABLEST!!!!??????????

And the best thing is, he's only one year older than me!!!!!!!!

He models for Burberry though. Way out of my league. Surrounded by hot models. *sigh* I'm trying to burst my own bubble.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

By the beard of Merlin.

Am I suddenly being overlooked by my peers?

I mean, would it hurt to drop a "Hey, we're going to ------- wanna join us? If you can't then never mind" message, right? Instead of just automatically assuming that I'm busy. I don't wanna instigate things because I'm not sure whether you want to be at home or not.

...

Okay, I'm being really trivial here. But all I want to do is be with my homies! *sigh* I know I didn't really go out last time and y'know, hang out but then...I had alot going on. Ugh, it's my fault, I guess, for making my life so reclusive. Nevertheless, a simple message won't hurt right? I hate missing out on the fun you guys have y'know. And seeing you guys having your crack fun without me was like a punch in the gut. I don't want my friends to drift apart from me because of my jackass attitude of staying at home. The thing is, just don't automatically assume crap about my decisions. They're mecurial. I could be feeling really cold this time and really hot the next. I'm not accusing you though! Like I said, it should be my arsey 'tude of staying home that made you guys think that.

Oh my gawd, this post makes me sound so selfish. Like my friends MUST tell me that they're going out. It's not like that!! I swear. I hate pressuring people like that. It's just that...Idk, there's this little hurt spot in my heart. I have to get my burden off me. Um...I guess all I'm just trying to get at is just to not simply assume that "I'm too busy for everything." Jeebus. You don't want me to go, just say so la. Or on second thoughts, DON'T. That's just dumb.

You know the irony? I'm super free during study leave, but everyone is just so quiet. Should I be the one to ask everyone to go out or something? Oh no wait, we have SPM. That's why I don't want to become the object of every parents' furiousness because I asked thier kids to go out. I'm even thinking about not asking anyone out on my birthday cuz we have to study. I don't even think I wanna celebrate my birthday anymore. I'm not really that jazzed about it...I think my homies aren't really that jazzed either, considering that SPM is in 2 weeks...why the fuck should I celebrate when we're all so pressured? Fuck SPM. Fuck my birthday. Fuck EVERYTHING.

Bloody hell.

2008-10-28T15:03:00.000+08:00

Got tagged by J-Man. ARGH THAT NAME IS RECIPE FOR DEATH! Sorry, it's Jesse! Yeah, so here goes~

Three names you go by :
-Fwish
-Fish
-Clay

Three screen names you have had :
-fwishee
-chibiwasabi
-tsunafish

Three physical things you like about yourself :
-My hair.
-My lips.
-My secksy arse which can not be secksy at times.

Three physical things you DON'T like about yourself:
-Unsecksy arse which refuses to co-operate at times
-My calves *too muscular for their own good*
-My arms *too fat for their own good*

Three parts of your heritage :
-Music
-Music
-Music

Three things that scare you :
-Having secks with a man-whore
-SPM
-Snakes

Three of your everyday essentials :
-Anime
-KHR!
-Ghey friends.

Three things you are wearing now :
-Swatch watch
-O'Reef black shirt
-Giordano pinstripe pants

Three of your favourite bands or musical arts :

-Howard Shore
-Hans Zimmer
-Shoji Meguro

Three of your favourite songs (right now) :
-Tenmon ft Elisa - Euphoric Field
-UVERworld - CHANCE!
-UVERworld - Gekidou

Three things you want in a relationship :
-Money
-Similar interests
-Torrid, passionate love

Three physical things about the preferred sex that appeals to you :
-Hair that screams "I'M A GUY AND I LOVE IT."
-Smothering, hot eyes.
-Height *not too tall till he has to pick me up to kiss him and not too short till I have to stoop to kiss him.*

Three of your hobbies :

-Arranging music scores
-Preparing dinner
-Reading anything I can read

Three things you wanna do really badly right now :
-Hone my gaming skills and defeat Pixy in Ace Combat Zero.
-Raep Alex Pettyfer and traumatise him for life till he can't have secks with anyone except me.
-Make onigiri.

Careers you're considering / considered before :
-Music therapist
-Literature professor at some prestigious college
-Paediatrician

Three places you want to go on vacation :
-Japan (especially Tokyo, Osaka and Kyoto.)
-Alaska
-Er...damn, where else?? Oh, Italy.

Three things you want to do before you die :
-Raep Alex Pettyfer and see whether he wears boxers or briefs.
-Write a novel. A matured novel. None of these sappy love stories. Eventhough I like sappy love stories.
-Have secks with my husband in every country in the world.

Three ways that you are Stereotypical a girl/guy :
(whutthefug does this mean...?? Oh wells, I shall answer according to how I understand the question.)
-I have straight hair that is crimped and only noticed by people at the end of the year..?
-I like cute things?
-I have a considerable amount of pink things?

I HEREBY TAG ANYONE WHO READS THIS.

2008-10-28T14:50:00.000+08:00

RULES: 1 . Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now .

2 . Don`t change your clothes , don`t fix your hair . Just take a picture .

3 . Post that picture with NO editing .

4 . Post these instructions with your picture .

5 . Tag 10 people to do this .

My face is like a moon and I look horrendous LOL.

I shall tag: Sarah, Jesse, Fion, Joo, Belle, Chang Mien, Sidney koko, Charlene, Zoe, Cheryl.

WHADDAFUG

2008-10-28T14:08:00.000+08:00

I have no idea why I'm doing this but....lol, just felt like it I guess :D

~Music Meme~
If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (Mp3, Winamp, Media Player, iPod etc.)
2. Put in on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next botton
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool!

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Waking Up: AIR-Tori No Uta(Piano Version)

First Day Of School: HIGH and MIGHTY color - Pride

Falling In Love: John Williams & London Symphony Orchestra-Tales of a Jedi Knight/Learn

About the Force (Star Wars Ep IV OST)

Battle Theme: John Williams & London Symphony Orchestra-The Trash Compacter (Ditto)

Breaking Up: Shoji Meguro-The Path is Open (Persona 3 OST)

PrinceProm: Howard Shore-The Breaking Up of the Fellowship (LoTR:FoTR OST)

Life's Just...: Noir OST-Canta Per Me

Mental Breakdown: Lost Prophets-Rooftops

Driving: Ayumi Hamasaki-No Way to Say

Flashback: Shoji Meguro-tartarus_0d02 (Persona 3 OST)

Getting Back Together: Aya Hirano-God Knows

Birth Of Child: Keiki Kobayashi-Juggernaut (Ace Combat Zero: The Belkan War OST)

Wedding: Gazette-Cassis

Final Battle: Sarah Bareilles-Love Song

Death Scene: Howard Shore-At the Sign of the Prancing Pony (LoTR:FoTR OST)

Funeral Song: Kawada Mami-Sense

End Credits: Howard Shore-The Black Gate Is Closed (LoTR:RoTK OST)

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Now, I would like to comment about the music I used to answer.
1.Waking Up: Er.....lol, is quite fitting I suppose. GO LISTEN!

2.First Day of School: ... I have no idea what to say about this.

3.Falling in Love: !! WTF OF ALL THINGS TO GET. How the heck is Learning About the Force ties in with that??? Yeah, I really went WTF.

4.Battle Theme: TRASH COMPACTER?? ... SO UNEXPECETED. Ugh, granted, Luke, Han and Leia HAD to free themselves from the grasps of the creature inside the garbage compacter inside
the Star Destroyer...

5.Breaking Up: With boyfriend? This song is SO ironic. Cuz it plays when you (as the main character in P3) have forged an unbreakable bond with someone.

6.PrinceProm: Um...whut? ORZ anyways, I bet my song answer has nothing whatsoever to do with the question.

7.Life's Just...: Eh, quite fitting. Not bad.

8.Mental Breakdown: HECK YEAH.

9.Driving: Hmm...alright, I guess. XD

10.Flashback: W.T.F. Do you know what's Tartarus?? It's a building which only appears during
the Dark Hour!! What's wrong with all my music answers??

11.Getting Back Together: Oh wow, lots of passion and bubblyness.

12.Birth of Child: OHMYGAWD JUST GO LISTEN TO THAT SONG. IT'S TOTALLY...crap, if my childbirth was like that...*don't wanna think about it.*

13.Wedding: WTF >.<

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Super long, ne? I shall tag Sarah, Jesse, Sammy, Joo and Belle.

2008-09-23T18:40:00.000+08:00

Gosh. I wish our school was good enough to have a full orchestra. I've been watching all those videos on YouTube where I see school orchestras playing brilliant Pirates of the Carribean medleys...T.T Why can't we Lodgians be that good? Aren't we suppose to excel in the arts field too? Sadly, only a handful of students can excel in that field. Most just do really well academically.

...

I'm not saying that we suck!! Heck, I'm a Lodgian!! Why would I say that the students in my school suck?? It's just, I wish we also have recognition in the arts field. Lots of people NOT from Lodge think we are snobbish and kek kuan. BUT THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND. Just because we're good in English!! *Well, I think we are...* Seriously, some outside school students are waaaaaay more haolien than us. I've met students who found out that I was from Lodge one time. They snubbed me, saying that Lodge School was only for rich kids and everyone who goes there is haolien.

MY BUTT ARH.

Sigh. Y'know, after we did all those 'charity' events thing, some of the golongan masyrakat in Kuching thought that we do it for show only. Oh my gawd. Well, maybe only segelintir of us did it for show. But the rest of us really wanted to help!! And I hate people stereotyping me as typical Ah Sia kia from Lodge. Stupid la. Some aunties whose name I do not plan to mention told my mum that I never seem to be independent and pro-active. Yes, I'm direct translating. But anyway...

WHO SAYS I'M NOT INDEPENDENT???? I couldn't help my mum for a while BECAUSE OF MY FOOT. NOT BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO. WHY THE F*CK CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT??? Just because you don't have kids of your own.

Some un-Lodgian parents are also one kind. They are jealous of us *happy* Lodgians cuz we (to put it simply in their point of view) are much better than their own kids. So they try to find ways to cut us down to pieces.

Lol, I'm ranting here. I don't know why. Maybe some things from the past just came back to haunt me.

P/S: THIS HERE IS PURELY MY OPINION. If you disagree, please do so in my Cbox POLITELY please. I can do without rudeness in my life...

2008-09-18T19:46:00.001+08:00

Guu-------------------WAAAAAAAAH.

TRIALS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

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.....

........

And SPM is just REOUUND the corner! =(

Meks me sad to think of it, eejit....I need the results if I want to get into ze college of my choice.

My Adobe CS2 is gone!!! And now I gots a *useless* tablet which will only become usable when I got some drawing program thingy *shameless begging to those who read this post*

Oh and I've lost my voice but regained it again!! I'm happy. And I just realised that I've never gotten around to chronicling my Korea vacation at um....let's see....was it February? Gosu, time passes so fast!!!!!!! NOOOOOOO!!! I'VE NOT ENOUGH TIME!!!!!!!! The seconds and milliseconds tick by catching me unawares!!!!!!! Yeah, I'm babbling on. There's not much drama going on in my life now. I don't loathe anyone and anyone don't loathe me (not that I know of but yea...).

I got my Perd and Ekons papers (albeit only objective) back and I've got to say, I'm neither pleased nor unhappy with my results. Um, neutral. That's the word. Well, honestly I don't really care about my mock results actually. It's either good or it's not good. I still remember wailing to my mum (in Primary 6) cuz I got 4B's and 1A. Ah, it was inverted during real UPSR. SO!! Does anyone get my point? Yes? No?

Sigh.

Did anyone even expect me to actually update? *LE GASP* TEH PEEGS HAVE FLOWN!! VOLDEMORT HAS A NOSE!!! HARRY iS A PONCE!!

*i liek making HP references~~~*

2008-09-18T19:46:00.000+08:00

I like Gekidou (by UVERworld if you must know). I don't know why I'm so addicted to it....meh, it's nice to listen to anyways.

Lol, I can't believe I didn't even have a post about my very minor operation last month.

THIS is (a very poor recreation of) the scene of the accident. Please assume the stick figure is me but I am not usually bald, k?? *sigh*

I tripped while turning around after washing my hands. Meh, more precisely, my blasted right ankle decided to go and have a weak moment, causing me to unbalance and fall.

I don't really remember anything cuz I was in great pain. I think I cussed much tho. My foot was all swollen and throbbing LOL and shockwaves pretty much gave me spasms of pain *which indefinitely sent MORE shockwaves*

Apparently, I dislocated a bone in my foot~ This bone (called accessory navicular) is only available in 10% out of...a certain number of people. I forgot what Doctor said~ Anyways, he said it needed to have a screw to connect it with my other normal main bone so that it won't dislocate again. Which, meant an operation. And a 2 days 1 night stay in Kuching Specialist...

The bloody(no pun intended. It wasn't even bloody anyway.) operation theatre was FREEZING. Sarah said my lips were blue when she came to see me. I couldn't stop shaking/shivering/trembling for a good few hours after the operation lol. My teeth were chattering and it was hard to drink water. Oh, and my room had a party-like atmosphere at night cuz two really nice aunties and uncles from church came to visit me~~ Yeah, they're my parent's *street gang* and I HAD FOOD~

Yeah, this is the X-Ray. Scrutinize it properly~~~ Yuks man.

OMGGGG

2008-02-11T15:29:00.000+08:00

LAWLS MANNNN!!!!!! THIS IS TEH LIFE OF FWISHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Right now, I'm standing in front of a computer in Changi Airport blogging. Teehee. It's FREEEEE!! My back is aching after 7 hour flight from Seoul back to Singapore.

*sigh*

Korea was FUN FUN FUN!!! (even though I didn't even know the names of the places that we um...went. ==" UNIVERSAL CYCLOPS SIGN ACCORDING TO JOASH!!!)

We (as in the tour group) spent lots of time on our feet and in the bus. The weather was mostly negative 1 degree Celsius. Wakakakkakakaka.....I'll post more stuff later. Now time to read fanfics with a decent computer FINALLY.

fwishee: I GOT ADDICTED TO KATEKYO!! EVERYONE MUST READ!!!!

lalalala

2008-01-19T16:44:00.000+08:00

I've created an LJ account that I would MOST in all probability never on. Unless I suddenly turn into an inspiration-arty maniac and start producing *oh-so-pweedie* art that I want to post.

HO FORKING SHYT~!! I PUT PENGUBAHAN KULTUR WHEN THE DEFINISI ASKED FOR ZAMAN RENAISSANCE!!!! IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE PENGHARGAAN SEMULA!!!!

Sometimes, I hate my life....

Today's multi-million dollar qwestion for our favourite baddie of all times: LORD VOLDYMORT!! So, Lord Voldy. What is it under there? Boxers, briefs or commando*?

Place your answers (if you can take the time to) in the pinky pinky cBox right over there and the underwear (or un-underwear) with the most votes wins!! =D

*commando = not wearing any underpants.

Paramore!!

2008-01-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

Paramore!! I've recently gotten hooked on 'em (courtesy of Jesse Song Ming) and really, I've not regretted it.

Right now, I'm into 'Misery Business' because it's oh-so-catchy. 'My Heart' is rather melancholic but still...

Haha.

In the picture, from left to right, Jeremy-Bass, Hayley-vocals, Josh- Lead guitar, Zac-Drums.

Hayley's really pretty!! (: I like her!! And her hair is f-u-n-k-y. Jeremy is my favourite. Because I like his hair. HAHHA.

Josh is a demon on a guitar and Zac is only one year older than me. AND THEY'RE ALL SO YOUNG YET ALREADY (quite) FAMOUS!!!!!

Their songs are original, lol, and that's what makes them unique.

Seseorang individu haruslah mendengar lagu-lagu mereka dan bersyukur kerana mereka berbakat. Jika kamu mendengar dan tidak bersyukurkan bakat mereka, kamu adalah seorang NOOB.

*Just practicing my BM.

2008-01-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

Dear, sweet baby Merlin. I'm so proud of my brother for reading finish Halo.

I'm also so proud of myself for finally setting the cheats for Devil May Cry 3: Dante's Awakening.

push, push, PUSH

2008-01-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

Okay, sooooo, the title does not have anything to do with what I say.

I've finally decided to give up on "Of Greek Gods and Draco sodding Malfoy". *The original title doesn't contain the word sodding. I'm just pissed* Jeez ass, I despise writer's block. They feel like puke that I can't puke out.

Which is like EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

*faints from grossness of it all*

*Hermione walks over rendemly and kicks FwiSsh on head to wake her up, just like in The Simpsons Game! Hokae*

Yesh all. I am awake now. THE MIGHTY JOE JUNGLE.

*p/s: isn't there something wrong with the phrase? The Mighty Joe Jungle... Hm.... weird. Hoe wells.*

And on another note, I. AM. NOT. A. RON. HERMIONE. SHIPPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cannot stand it when people assume that I am. I mean, DO I LOOK LIKE ONE??????

OF ALL THE !$#@%!$@&%#^%&!%

**fwiSsh is starting a new fanfic based off "Time Out for Good Behavior" which is obviously obviously D/Hr. C'mon laaaa, do I write anything other than that pairing??? =.=

Tagged!

2008-01-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

Got tagged by Jesse...

Rules & Regulations:

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Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it total 20 questions, then tag to 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever did the tag will have blessing from all. You must link to the one who tagged you, then spread it to 8 people, let the game go on, return the tag to sender is prohibited.

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1. What is your dream during your childhood?
To be able to fly! 8D

2.You like rainy day or sunny day?
Rainy!! Can sleep lols

3.Which colour you like most?
Pink~ so sweet

4.If you've chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
I'm glad you're with me.

5.Where is the place you wanted to go most?
Alaska!! I wanta join the Iditarod!!! Haha I wish

6.Which part of you that you hate most?
Eh...dono...I love myself!!

7.When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do?
Eat. Eat ALOT.

8.What do you scare to loss the most?
My friends and my family and my PSP

9.If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? Or just
keep secret in heart, observing by yourself?
It depends whether he loves me back

10.List out 3 good points of the one who tag you.
-Pain in the neck but in a good way
-Is my retarded brother from another
-Mental

11.What are the requirements that you wish for your another half?
-At least one head taller than me
-Hot
-Love RPG games
-Plays similar online games as me
-Love Kingdom Hearts (well, actually obsess about it)
-Have more common sense than me.

12.Till now, what is the moment that you regret most?
I have no moments. There is no use regretting lost moments. Que sera sera.

13.Which type of person you hate most?
-Hypocrites
-Inconsiderate smokers
-Drivers who think they own the road
-Ke Liau people

14.What is your ambition?
To make life a living hell for ^$^%#*&^#%&@$%@

15.What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad.
Not bathing and being dumb

16.If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
OWN A KH2:FM, HAVE AN XBOX 360 AND RULE THE WORLD.

17. What do you think is most important in your life?
The ability to eat.

18.At what age do you wish to marry?
Have to meh? Dono gua...

19. What do you think is the answer behind all good things?
There is no answer. Depends on what goes through your mind.

20. Why are you answering all these pointless qwestions?
Because I have no other things to do, freak.

I WANT TO TAG ANYONE WHO READ THIS.

Hooo Boy

2008-01-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

Lawls, been such a SUPER long time since I posted anything. Well, all the better. I hope no one reads this HAHA.

Alvin and the Chipmunks was just TOO cute!!! Amz, EC and me nearly died when we watched it (especially when darling ole' Theodore came up... OMMGGGG JESSE MCCARTNEY!!!!!!!!) Ho yeah, Jesse McCartney did much unbelievable characters...characters I never thought he'd do.

FOR INSTANCE!!!!!!

-Roxas, Kingdom Hearts II
-Theodore, Alvin and the Chipmunks

That's all I can remember actually... =.=

STUPID STUPID STUPID

OHOHYEAH, FUNKYTOWN!!! WON'T YA TAKE ME TO FUNKYTOWN!!!

*just listened to the OST of the Chipmunks. Blame Amz. She went on a downloading spree when we reached home. Not to mention James Bourne videos being tabbed in my Mozilla... =.= *

Eesh, started on a new fic :"Of Greek Gods and Draco Malfoy"

I'm only on the damn 3rd chapter when I got the *gulp* UNBELIEVABLE WRITER'S BLOCK. So poor Hermione and Draco are stuck glaring daggers at each other while Narcissa and Lavinia stare at them interestedly. Lols.

Awh man!!!! =.=

OMG OMG OMG OMG

2007-10-20T18:11:00.000+08:00

Yeah....so today, I went to Kuching International Airport (or more weirdly known as KIA) to pick up my dad who just came back from Singapore. Mum insisted that we go earlier so we can go drink tea/coffee at Starbucks in the airport. 8D By the way, we arrived there at 2:45 pm... =.= and Dad's arrival flight was at 3:50 pm...and SO!!

I decided to do something which I hated yet loved to do.

CAMWHORE!~~!!!!

Nearly Died Reading This...

2007-10-19T19:20:00.000+08:00

Kingdom Hearts 2/Chain of Memories and FM Blooper Reels!! I nearly died. Trust me if you played the game you'd understand. But for now, I shall place the bloopers here and laugh mockingly at those of you who read this but do not understand.

Xemnas: Kingdom Hearts, you cannot be complete without me, nor I withou- *wire snaps*
Xemnas: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! *crash*

Namine: Roxas, you.. were never meant to exist....
Roxas: How could you say that? even if it were tru▬
*Roxas' chair brakes and he lands on his ass*
Namine: *gasp* ROXAS!!!! Are you ok?!
*trips over flip flops*

Cloud: Sorry to keep you....Sephiroth!
Sephiroth: Cloud.....*endless talk about him and darkness*
Cloud: *monotononously* Shut up.
Director: CUT!!! Cloud, put more emotion into it, ya know?
Rai: That's my line, ya know!?
Director: What are you gonna do, YA KNOW? Sue me?
Rai: *turns into FFVIII's Raijin*
Director: Eep.
*As Raijin fights Director...*
Cloud: So Seph...how's about we ditch this dump?
Sephiroth: *shrugs* Fine by me.
*They walk off*
Director: Where do you think you two are going?? OW!

Axel: Got it memorized?
Sora:... Sorry? I wasn't paying attention.
Axel: Damnit! I WAS going to kill myself helping you, but you're a MEANIE!

*Roxas falls off the tower in twilight town and comes in contact to kiari*

Roxas: Hello?
Kiari: Whos this?
Roxas: Your Mom, now im going to give you killer headaches cuz you cant remember Sora
Kiari: WTF!!?!?!? *Collapses*

Pence: Ollette dragged me off to go shopping.
Roxas:... Dude! You're totally whipped! Er...
Director: Roxas, reduce your asshole levels a bit eh?

*my personal favourite*
Sora:... Riku?
Xigbar: Uh... yeah that's me, Rake-You or whatever...... What do you mean I'm really Sig-Bar?.... A nobody? I'm not a nobody! You're a nobody! No likes you, fatty!

Demyx: Dance, water, dance!
*The water creatures stop attacking and begin waltzing each other*
Demyx: Uh... Not what I planned, but at least I can die dancing!

Roxas is sitting on the tower eating ice cream.
Roxas: God, I love sea salt ice cream
Roxas: *eating*
Roxas: tastes so good!
Roxas: AHHHHHHHH! BRAIN FREEZE!!
Roxas: *falls off tower*
Hayner: Again! Roxas you're such an idiot...

After the final battle with Xemnas.
Riku: Sora, can you help me? I wanna get down to the water
Sora: Sure.
Riku: Sora?
Sora: Ya
Riku: would you mind getting your hand off of my butt?!

Demyx is bringing out his guitar to fight against Sora.
Demyx: Silence traitor.
*boss music starts*
Sora: Where the hell is that coming from?
Demyx: whips out sitar.
Sitar: *string breaks*
Demyx: Oh crap...

Beast has ADD
Xaldin: What shall I leave behind?
Beast: Sora, your keyblade is so...SHINY!!! Can I touch it?
Xaldin: Ahem...
Sora: Beast, pay attemntion!

Sora and Kairi meet again
Kairi: * hugs Sora*
Sora: ( Don't touch her butt, don't touch her butt)
Riku: God, I'm ugly...
Director: Cut!!!!!!!! Sora keep your hands off Kairi's butt!!!

Riku: What I said back there...about thinking I was better at stuff than you...To tell you the truth,Sora... I was jealous of you.
Sora: What for?
Riku: You got laid.
(Sora burts out laughing)
Director:CUT!!!RIKU!!!

Sora and Riku finally arrive back on Destiny Islands with Kairi wating on shore for them.

Sora: *running towards Kairi* We-We're back!
Kairi: You're home.
*Kairi helps Sora up with her hand and he has the lucky charm in his*

...

Sora: HOLD ON!!! CUT! We just end on a handshake? What kind of ending is that??

sora: why does everyone think im gay?
kairi: well, it could have seomthing to do with the way u dress...and hold riku's hand, and touch his ass...
sora: but the guy from disney said that it was a normal thing to do! he would do that with me all teh time!
disney owner guy: (in background) oh shit...im screwed.

At SE studios

Ansem: Your pokemon league challenge ends with me Sora!
Nomura: CUT! THAT'S NOT YOUR LINE!
Ansem: Well, that's what the script says!

Somewhere at WOTC Programming studios...

Lance: I know all that there is to know.
Ash: Tell me, who are you?
Lance: It is I; Ansem. The Seeker of Darkness.

Scene Final (before the fight with 1st Marluxia)
Marluxia: Well I guess you killed Axel. *starting to fade has if it was being a hologram* WHY ISN'T THIS *beeping* thing working?
Sora: HEY! That isn't your line.
Director: That isn't yours either!
And they all start getting in a huge argument between Sora and the Director.

Xigbar: You've really put Organization XIII in a tomato. Er wait, watermelon. Ah crap, what was it? Grape, potato, sausage,.....

*an hour later*

PICKLE!!!! That was it!!!! pickle!

Demyx: Oh, I told them they were sending the wrong guy...
Sora: Who is this kook?
Goofy: Remember the organization's made up of homebodies, er, nobodies...
Sora: *laughs*

DiZ: Maybe you should share some of that ice cream with Sora.
Roxas: No! That ice cream belongs to me!!

Goofy: Gawrsh Iago, I hope you didn't hurt yourself.
Iago: Why am I not surprised?
Nomura: *sigh* Iago, how many times have I told you, your line is "at least i can still fly"?!!!
Iago: I can't take it anymore!!!! *flies away*

Axel: Kairi's in the castle dungeon, now GO! *opens portal*
Sora: Axel..
Axel: ... *isn't fading* Okay, who's in charge of the FADING EFFECTS?!
Demyx:*from offstage* I told them they were sending the wrong guy...

Roxas: This sea salt ice-cream sure is good--woah! *starts falling* HOLY S***!
Director: CUT! You can't say that in a disney game Roxas!
Roxas: I know sir, but even fake-falling scares the livin' s*** out of me!
Director: And you scare the livin' s**** out of me because we're wasting so much time and film money! FREAKIN' DUMBASS TEENAGER!
*MCR walks by*
Gerard:....kill that director
(lol, okay a little strange)

*Roxas and Namine in the White Room*
Namine: You were never suppose to exist Roxas
Roxas: How?
Namine: I'm a witch, at least that's what Diz called me.
Roxas: Wait, you're a white witch, right? *looks at her blonde hair and white dress*
Namine: Yes.
Roxas: Oh okay! SWEET! I always wanted to be in The Wizard of Oz!!!!!
Director: STFU Roxas, and say ur lines!!!!!
Roxas:....Berries and cream? 0.0

*Hades and Pete*
Hades: *Flips out and catches on red fire*
Pete: Hey boss, how come you got red fire if you're really mad and blue fire when ur cool and normal. If I remember from science class blue is actually hotter than red and red is cooler...
Hades: -.-
Director: Aw dammit.

director- roxas, let the user press the lock on button!
roxas- but i don't want to look at that... thing *points at nobody*
director- get him out of here
roxas- wtf dude, you cant fire me!! im a major character in the storyline!!
director- bring in the stunt double!
*sora walks in with dirty blond hair
director- aaaaaaaaaaand action!!
sora- hyah!! *takes one hit from nobody*
sora- wtf!! this isn't CoM!!
director- i think the line is "ow"

Sora to Demyx: I bet you can't even fight.
Donald: Yeah, but we can!
Demyx: You shouldn't judge anybody by appearance.
Then, both Sephiroth and Terra appear, weapons drawn.
Demyx: ...Well, except maybe for those guys. Run, run away!

Setting: Olympus Colisseum, Underworld. Bubble Talk.
Auron: Some fool must have broken the seal.
Sora: What an idiot......WAIT! CUT! I was talking about me?!
Auron:...you just noticed that?
Sora: Sarcastically extraordinary. The script calls me an idiot indirectly by my own self. I need a new entity, one who supports the reverance into what the character of Sora would truly represent. The whole matter is fallacious, and I'm a more highly intelligent individual than the one unjustly presented, who is an idiotic, babbling, imprudent fool. And why in blasphemy am I still conversing in bubble effects?!! End it!
Director: *sighs boredly*...this is the exact reason why we made you a dumbass!
Auron: *snaps eyes open in a snort by yell* Oh sh*t. I almost fell asleep standing. Heh. Ugh, taking 5 guys.

Namine and Roxas in white room.
Namine-You were never supposed to exist, Roxas..
Roxas-What? How can you say such a thing, even if it were true?
Namine- Your father forgot to use a condom.....
Roxas-NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*After meeting and fighting Roxas in the World that Never Was*
Roxas: You make a good other.
Sora: But I’m straight!

...

Director: *bangs head on table*

Before the Luxord battle at TWTNW

Sora: You
Luxord: Lets just skip the formalities.
*During the battle.*
Sora: I summon Battle Ox in attack mode. Then I filp ultimate offering up and pay 500 life points to summon my Dark Magican and attack your Summoned Skull.
Luxord: I use Mirror Force. You attack is redirected to you.
Director: CUT! What the hell man? Did 4Kids invade your minds too?
Sora: Just shut up and duel.
Luxord: It's time to DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDUEL!
(I think this is from Yu-Gi-Oh!. I hate that anime.)

in the white room
Namine: You were never supposed to exist Roxas
Roxas: THEN HOW CAN YOU TALK TO ME?
Director: ROXAS! YOUR LINES!!!

Neverland. Sora's about to walk the plank.
Peter: Come on Sora Fly! Fly!
*Sora jumps off, and flys away again just as the croc tries to snap at him*
Sora: (Phew! I never thought a million years that i could do my own stunts!)
Director: CUT CUT CUT!!!!!! OH MY GOD, SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE!!!!!!
Sora: What are you talking about? I survived the stunt with a scra......
*Sora looks down to his leg in the croc's mouth. Whats left of his leg is spewing blood*
Sora: ........you son of a bitch........*Faints*

Scene of Sora, Donald, Goofy, Kairi and Rikunort walks in as Saix was looking at the moon at The World That Never Was.
Saix: Only you could have made this far in one piece...Roxas
Sora: That's really getting OLD!
Donald: Yeah, he's SORA!
Saix: Different name, same fate.
Start of the battle.....
Saix: Can you feel it the moon's power?
(Michael Buble's Moondance played)
Saix: MOON-DANCE NOW!

*Roxas falls off the tower in twilight town and comes in contact to kairi*..or so he thinks

Roxas:...hello?
Person: uh..hey, can i get a large pizza extra cheese?
Roxas:....um what?...i think you got connected by mistake..
Person: *talks in background* uh yea, i know u want extra pepperoni......uhh ok how much will that be??
Roxas: LISTEN, you have the wrong number
person: ok, well i live at 116 Roxbury road, my phone number is...
Roxas: NO NO NO!! hang up!! i need to talk to Kai--

**falls to the ground and dies**

That's....weird.

[Before Luxord battle]
*everyone stares at the light from ansem's machine going to kingdom hearts*
Sora: Whats that?
Riku: It's the King and Piss...I mean, Diz!-- damn it, let's do it again!

Whoa, that's long.

On the days that I...

2007-10-17T17:46:00.000+08:00

Wohhh!!! Clarice actually updated orhh!!!!! =D You can all start the celebrations now *bows dengan bangganya*

Anyways, the last few days have been TOTALLY hectic. Especially the times before I go to sleep. WANNA KNOW WHY??????

Blame sejarah.

The damn thing keeps mocking me, saying,"Fwishy, fwishy~~ you didn't study arh~~later fail for sejarah then you know~~position in class will drop orhh and then mommy and daddy will scold you...then strip away your computer and PS2 privileges..."

...

OH. MERLIN.

Maybe I'd better study after all....but how? Tomorrow (as in Thursday) is already first day of exam and *DURN DURN DURN* sejarah. Paper 2. Which I am most definitely going to flunk, due to my berserk and dysfunctional pitituary gland.

Bloody AhRay keep on playing Mo Siang and refuse to back down even though I asked *yelled* politely at him. So, I get stuck with the PS2. Not that it's such a bad thing but I ask you: How many times can one person play KH2 without arguing back at the TV???

In my case, I think about 7 times.

One of the three images from KH:358/2 that is actually NEW. It's playable only on Nintendo DS *which I want to kill Nomura for it* and it's a multiplayer game (max. 4 players).

Nomura hinted that you should be able to play as Xemnas and that after successfully completing missions, the Organization Member's chair will rise...=.= Also, the lowest ranking member's chair will lower more. SWT. Wonder what will happen to Xemnas if he loses? *Note: Xemnas is the Organization's Superior and No. 1.*

Source: http://khinsider.com

RANT

2007-09-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

Haih....so lazy gaming nowadays....but while I'm bored, I continue playing KH1 and KH2.

...

Yes, I know I'm an obsessed freak but really...=.=

My bro becoming more pro in mo siang lo~~~ so happy~~~ then I want start guild with him~~!!!!! hahahahahahaa.

I reaaaaaally have to download Nodame Cantibile. It's so cute~

My KH2:FM+ hasn't arrived yet. I HATE waiting. When fat comes back, I'm gonna cihong with him...... *swt*